Grateful

I love you
and I love you so much that I don’t want you to love me back ‘cause all I have ever learned from a reciprocal love is that it will end in hate and I don’t want to hate you
I want to love you forever
because loving you makes me a better person it almost makes me like who I am
even if you don’t see me
I am grateful for this love
that for all the pain it gives
it gives double the happiness