Susie's first school holiday 02

When I started school my mum started work so someone had to look after me on school half term, every Saturday I would go with my parents to the local town to get the weekly shop then we'd go to my grans house, my mum had bought these amazing meat and potato pies which my gran loved, we all did, it was like my grans weekly treat,
While eating our pies it was agreed that my gran would look after me, I had a week left before half term so I would be staying the following Saturday all week until Friday, I wasn't happy about it because I'd be away from my friends.

My dad said he was going to mow the grass in grans garden which he did every fortnight, I went outside with him to watch, there were 6 steps leading to the front door, I sat on the top step, I was just generally looking around when I saw a girl 4 house's further down the street and she waved at me, I waved back but didn't think anymore about it, my dad finished mowing the grass and we got ready to leave, we said our goodbyes to gran who we'd see next week, I was sat in the back of the car waving at gran as we pulled off, when we passed the house at the end of the street that girl was still sat there, it was like slow motion as we passed, she was waving and smiling at me, I waved back, my lasting memory of her was the fact that her legs were slightly parted, I could see up her dress and white knickers.

Monday soon arrived so it was back to school, the week was going slowly, Thursday I was with Elaine after school again playing with her dolls in her bedroom, Friday was the last day before half term, we finished early at 12 o'clock so it was back to Elaine's and more doll playing, when my mum came to pick me up Elaine seemed quite upset because I was going to my grans for a week so wouldn't see me,

It was Saturday morning and mum was packing a suitcase for me, I still wasn't happy about going to grans, I liked her but she was old and I couldn't see gran running around kicking a football,

We set off on the journey to grans picking up her beloved meat and potato pies on the way, the time came for my mum and dad to leave, gran and I stood on the front door steps waving them off, then gran shouted "Hi Lisa" I looked down the street and it was that girl waving and smiling, we went back inside and I asked who Lisa was, "you'll like Lisa, she's a lovely friendly girl", all thoughts of Elaine and my friends back at home had disappeared, Lisa was now on my mind, later when I'd gone to bed I was hoping I'd see her the next day.

It was Sunday morning, I'd had breakfast and got my toy cars to play with in the front garden, I looked towards Lisa's house but there was no sign of her, after about half an hour while I was playing there was a soft voice that came from the gate "Hi" I looked around to see Lisa, "can I come in and play?" "Yeah" she walked up the path then joined me kneeling on the grass, her hair was blonde to fair, nicely brushed, she was wearing a pretty white dress with little pink flowers, white ankle socks and pink/white pumps, I was quite nervous, also abit shyish, she had with her a badminton racket and shuttlecock, she told me she'd been playing in her garden, as she was saying this she moved into a sitting position with her legs crossed, I was wide eyed looking up her dress seeing her pink and white striped knickers, she didn't say anything as she saw me looking but pushed her dress down covering herself,

My gran came to the door, "Hi Lisa" "Hi", "can we go to my garden and play badminton", "yes but stay in the garden and stay off the road"
We got to Lisa's house and went into the kitchen where I met Lisa's mum then went back outside to play badminton, I was having a great time and it was fun being with Lisa,

I felt hungry so I ran back to grans to get a sandwich and drink, when I'd finished I told gran I was going back to Lisa's, "OK but be back at 5 o'clock for your dinner",

I ran back to Lisa's who was sitting waiting for me on the front door steps, once again her legs were slightly parted, I could see her knickers again, we sat there chatting for a while when suddenly she grabbed my hand and led me to the back garden where she got her skipping rope and started skipping, I couldn't skip but Lisa gave me the rope and tried to teach me, skipping to me was a girly thing and I wanted to learn because I enjoyed doing girly stuff, I eventually managed to do 5 skips so I was happy, very quickly we were bonding and becoming close friends, before I knew it Lisa's mum told me I'd better get back to grans as it was nearly 5 o'clock,

I'd just finished my dinner when there was a knock on the door, it was Lisa, we played around for a few hours until I was called in to get ready for bed, it had been quite a long day with Lisa so I was quite glad to be in bed where I soon was spark out asleep.

It was Monday morning, I'd had breakfast and went straight to Lisa's house, her mum answered the door and let me in, Lisa was in her dressing gown and nightie having breakfast, I was jealous of the nightie she was wearing, it was pink with a pink ribbon tie and white lace edging round the neckline, I wished I was sitting wearing a pretty nightie having breakfast with Lisa ( little did I know what would happen to me the next few days ),
Lisa went to get dressed, she returned and her mum asked if we'd help in the garden this afternoon, we said yes and off we went outside to play,

Lisa was wearing floral leggings and a pink t-shirt, she always looked colourful and pretty, I felt so out of place in my dull boy clothes, I found the skipping rope,
3 skips, 5 skips, WOW, 10 skips, Lisa gave me a big hug for doing 10, Lisa asked if I could play hopscotch, which I could because the older girl next door at my home had shown me, the garden path was ideal because it was flag stones, Lisa got some chalk and marked up the numbers, we were having a great time and before we knew it I had to go back to grans for something to eat,

In the afternoon Lisa's mum got out the lawnmower and some garden tools, Lisa and I tidied up any toys and rubbish while Lisa's mum cut the grass, once that was done we weeded and tidied the flower borders, the back and side of the garden looked really clean and tidy, unlike Lisa and I, we were filthy,

I had to go back to grans because it was time for dinner, gran looked at me "OMG what have you been doing", she asked, "helping Lisa's mum in the garden", gran wet a flannel and wiped my face and hands,

Dinner was ready but I had to sit in the kitchen because I was filthy, gran told me after my dinner I was going in the bath, gran was in the bathroom which was next to the kitchen, she was filling up the bath ready for me, I finished my dinner and went into the bathroom where I then took my clothes off, sitting in the bath I heard a knock on the door,

It was Lisa, he's in the bath Lisa, said gran, Lisa came into the bathroom, she said "Hi" looked at me then looked down and gave a naughty little giggle as she looked at my willy, she gave a gesture with her finger that she'd seen my willy, I'll go and sit in the front room and wait for you she said, gran had been washing the dishes now she had me standing in the bath washing me, I climbed out of the bath and put a towel around me, standing by the fire in the front room gran took the towel and started drying me, it must have been a little cold as my willy had stiffened and was sticking straight out, Lisa was pretending not to look, she had a hand over her eyes but I could see she was peeking through her fingers,
I got dressed and Lisa and I headed outside, as we left gran said "don't play in the dirt"

We went to Lisa's but we didn't do much, just sat on the steps and chatted, Lisa's mum came out and joined us, soon be bedtime you two she said, we sat for a little while longer then it was time for me to leave, will you come round to me in the morning Lisa asked, "of course I'll be here after breakfast", just as I was about to get up she gave me a little kiss on the cheek, I started to walk down the garden path when Lisa called me, I turned, Lisa was making a willy gesture again with her finger, I just smiled back at her, "see you tomorrow"
I went to bed thinking about the lovely day I'd had with Lisa especially the little kiss on my cheek she gave me,
I couldn't wait for tomorrow.

It was Tuesday morning and I'd had my breakfast, I couldn't wait to see Lisa, l went into the back garden, Lisa's mum was hanging out washing, go in , Lisa's having breakfast she said, I went in the back door, she was sat at the table wearing that beautiful pink nightdress that I was jealous of, we both said Hi and I sat next to her, words just came out of my mouth " I like your nightdress Lisa" "do you?" " Yeah it's really pretty" "AHH thank you" then she leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, Lisa finished her breakfast and went upstairs to get changed, when she came back down we went outside to play,

Lisa's mum was still outside sitting on the swing catching the sun's rays, it was a beautiful morning, we got a tennis ball and started playing catch, we played a lot of games that morning, I went back to grans for something to eat and then back to Lisa's,
It had clouded over and just started drizzling as I arrived at Lisa's, once inside Lisa and I looked out of the window, the rain was now pouring down, Lisa's mum came charging into kitchen with a laundry basket full of clothes, she'd got them in time before they got soaked, we helped her put the clothes on the drying rack, once we'd finished Lisa's mum said why don't you go and play in the bedroom,

I'd not been in Lisa's bedroom before, I walked into the bedroom and I was in heaven, it was a lot better than Elaine's bedroom, it was sort of the same, pink everywhere, floral,teddy bears, fluffy animals, and my favourite, dolls, we sat on the bed which had a Barbie cover on it, there was also 2 pink beanbags which I went over to and sat on one, Lisa joined me, this was alot nicer than Elaine's bedroom, "well do you like my bedroom", "yeah it's lovely" I then went on and explained about Elaine and that I occasionally played with her dolls, Lisa growled at me, "I'm not happy about this Elaine girl" "don't worry I replied, she's not as much fun as being with you, you're the bestest Lisa", she put her arm around me and gave me another kiss on my cheek, "do you really like me?", "yeah I love being with you, every day I can't wait to see you, I'm going to hate it when I have to go home and won't be able to see you for a while", Lisa put her hand on my cheek and positioned me so we were face to face, "kiss me" I kissed Lisa on the lips, the feeling was amazing, so soft and sensitive, I could also feel my willy stiffen, "come on let's lie on the bed Susie, we lay on the bed together holding hands,

Lisa started to question me, "why do you like playing with dolls, why do you like playing girly games?", I started to get tearful, what's wrong? tell me asked Lisa, I just said it, "I wish I was a girl" I was now very tearful, I thought Lisa would laugh and tease me but she put her arm around me to give comfort, "please don't cry, I wish you were my sister", hearing those words I stopped crying, still sniffling I smiled at Lisa, "are you OK now", "yeah I'm fine", then more questions, "but your a boy, why do you want to be a girl?", "It's hard to explain but I have girly feelings and thoughts all the time, I get jealous when I see girls in pretty clothes", "do you get jealous of me?", "Yes" "I like what you wear especially the pink nightdress, it's really pretty", "why are you always trying to look up my dress" "to try and see what colour knickers you're wearing", Lisa giggles, "Look" she lifted her dress up to reveal purple knickers with yellow flowers on them, "do you like them" "yes they're pretty",

I was curious, "what's those two heads with shoulders on top of the drawers?", "One's for me to practice make-up and the others to practice hair styles", she explained, "Would you like me to put make-up on your face?", "We'll both put make-up on", we went over to the dressing table which had a big mirror on it and Lisa started applying make-up on both of us, it took a while but she'd done both of our faces the same, then she took the wig off it's stand and brushed it and placed it on my head, I looked in the mirror at us both, I was lost for words, we were like twin sisters, I kept staring at me but it was a girl looking back, don't we look good said Lisa, "I'm amazed I'm looking like a girl"

Lisa then asked me, " do you really want to look like a girl and wear a dress", "ohh yes please and can I wear knickers", Lisa once again giggled, Lisa went into her underwear drawer and pulled out the same pair of knickers she was wearing but in red, I took my clothes off and started to put on the knickers, my willy started to stiffen, Lisa reached over and gave my willy a little tickle, "Lisa that's naughty", "maybe so but you liked it didn't you" Lisa looked through her wardrobe and pulled out a dress for me, it was white covered in pretty pastel flowers, then I put on ankle socks and a pair of white T-bar shoes, we stood in front of the full length mirror on the wardrobe, I think we were both speechless as two pretty little girls were looking back, we went and sat on the bed, Lisa asked, "so you need a girls name" straight away I said "Susan or Susie" "yeah I like Susie" "so how do you feel now dressed up as a girl" "I feel like a totally new person, I'm really happy and comfortable being a girl",

"Susie" "yes" "I think we should go downstairs and show my mum" "do I have to" "yes" Lisa held my hand and I nervously slowly went downstairs, we stood outside the living room door, then Lisa's mum called out, "What are you two up to" Lisa opened the door "mummy do you want to see my new sister Susie?". "OMG what have you done?" Lisa holding my hand pulled me into the front room, Lisa's mum just looked, her mouth opened slowly, I think she was in shock at what she was looking at, "WOW aren't you two pretty little girls" I was really really happy she'd called me a pretty little girl, "I knew mum would like you Susie" Lisa's mum said she'd have to get a picture of us together, she found the camera and we went outside to the side of the house, we stood holding hands and the picture was taken, it was one of those cameras that the picture came out of the camera and developed in the light so we had an instant picture, I liked being outside as I could feel the breeze blowing up my dress, it had stopped raining but was to wet to play out, we went back inside where Lisa's mum got us some lemonade and we looked at our picture, Lisa got a felt tipped pen and wrote on the back, Lisa and Susie's first picture, true love forever,

I whispered in Lisa's ear, "can we go to your bedroom and play with your dolls" "yes Susie", she whispered back, "Mum we're going upstairs to play" we played teatime which I'd already played with Elaine, I really did enjoy playing with the dolls and just adored their pretty little dresses, I also soon learned that wearing a dress was quite difficult especially playing on the floor, trying to keep your legs closed and not give a flash of knickers when moving around I now understood why Lisa showed her knickers quite a lot, the thing was it didn't really matter any more we were both flashing our knickers, even though we'd known each other for a short time, we had become very close and really bonded together so we were really comfortable in each others company,

Lisa's mum came into the bedroom to tell me it was 4 o'clock so I had to be back at grans in an hour for dinner, she also told us to tidy the dolls and accessories up and that I had to get into my boy clothes, Lisa and I tidied up and I started to get undressed, I just didn't want to take my pretty dress off and I told Lisa, "you can dress as a girl again tomorrow" she said, I took my knickers off and again Lisa tickled my willy, Lisa giggled and said " I'll show you my fancy tomorrow, she giggled even more, "your willy has grown again" I liked her touching me but I just knew it was naughty, I dressed and stood there with a few tears running down my face, Lisa saw that I was upset, she put her arms around me giving me a big cuddle, then a big kiss on my lips, this was child's play supposedly but the feelings and emotions I felt were undeniably real towards Lisa, I know I was only 6 years old but I'd never felt the caring and love from anyone else that Lisa showed towards me,

We went downstairs where Lisa's mum washed my face to remove all the make-up so gran wouldn't see it, "Hey Lisa,, suppose we'll have to buy more make-up for Susie when she's here" "can we mum?" "Yeah, next time we go down town I'll buy both of you some" Lisa was full of joy and happiness that her mum was including me for future plans I walked to the back door, shouted goodbye to Lisa's mum, Lisa gave me a kiss, I'll see you after I've had my dinner,
I got back to grans and she asked if I'd had a good time at Lisa's, "yes gran" little did she know I'd had the best afternoon ever as a little girl,

I had my dinner with gran, she asked if I was going back to Lisa's, "yes gran" "doesn't Lisa's mum get sick of you being round there most of the time" "no I think she's quite happy because Lisa and I are always playing",

I ran back to Lisa's and let myself in through the back door,"Hi" I shouted, Lisa came running from the front room to greet me, we went upstairs to her bedroom and jumped on the bed, the first thing I noticed was the picture of Lisa and I leaning on the base of the lamp on top of the bedside cabinet, "I love that picture of us Lisa" "yeah we both look pretty don't we"
"Susie" "yes" "tomorrow morning when you're here why don't we ask mum if you can have a sleep over" "what? and we sleep together" "yeah it'll be fun, we could spend all afternoon and night together" " oh I hope we're allowed" Lisa got off the bed and went over to a chest of drawers, "you know that pink nightdress you like Susie well I've got a matching one in cream" Lisa walked back to the bed with the nightie and handed it to me, it was lovely, so soft to touch, the pink ribbon tie made it really pretty, "you could wear it for bed tomorrow night" we were both excited and just hoped I could have a sleep over.

Time always seemed to go fast, it was time to go back to grans, we said our goodbyes and gave a little kiss to each other, all I wanted was to get to bed and sleep so tomorrow would come quickly.

I woke up Wednesday morning full of excitement, dressed quickly and gran gave me breakfast, I just wanted to get to Lisa's hoping I could have a sleep over, When I got to Lisa's her mum said she was still in bed, Lisa's mum shouted upstairs "get up sleepyhead" after a few minutes I could hear her coming downstairs, she came over and sat with me at the table, her mum brought her some cereal, then she got her coffee and sat with us at the table, halfway through her cereal she asked mum "can Susie have a sleepover tonight?" "Yes I don't see why not, but you'll have to ask gran if she'll allow it", after her breakfast and dressed we ran to grans,

Once at grans we asked if it would be OK for me to sleepover at Lisa's tonight, "what does your mum say Lisa?" "Mum says it's OK" "OK you can go" Lisa and I were really happy, we played in the garden at grans in the morning before going back to Lisa's, gran gave me a bag with my PJ's inside, I didn't need them because I'd be wearing a nightdress.

We walked slowly back to Lisa's chatting, are you going to wear the dress and knickers when we get in asked Lisa, yeah I can't wait I replied, we went into the house and told Lisa mum I was staying tonight, "oh that's good then, what are you going to do now" we're going to my bedroom and dress Susie up, make her pretty again, "Lisa I'll be up in about half an hour, I think we all need to chat " "OK mum".

Lisa gave me the dress and knickers I'd worn yesterday and I undressed, naughty Lisa couldn't resist tickling my willy, "why do you keep doing that" "because it grows bigger" giggle giggle, I was dressed and Lisa started to apply make-up to my face, she was nearly finished when her mum walked into the bedroom, "finish off Lisa then both of you come and sit with me on the bed", my make-up was complete and we went and sat on the bed, I asked "am I in trouble?" "No Susie you're not". "Am I" "No Lisa".

"OK Susie, will you tell the truth if I ask you some questions" "yes", "is dressing up in girls clothes just fun or real", "what do you mean by real?" " Do you like being a girl?" "Yes I like being a girl, I wish I was a girl", I was starting to feel uneasy, "mum you're upsetting Susie" "Lisa I have to know what's going on", "what do you think inside your head?" I went on to explain that inside I felt girly, I would get jealous when I saw girls in pretty clothes and I wanted to be like them, I was so happy when Lisa let me wear one of her dresses and put make-up on me,
"OK Susie, you realise I should really tell your mum about this" "NO NO NO don't tell my mum please, she'll tell dad and he'll get very angry" I started crying, Lisa was holding my hand and put her other arm around me, "Now look what you've done mum, we're all unhappy now" tears now starting rolling down Lisa's face, "OK OK I'm sorry you two, calm yourselves down and come downstairs and see me"

Lisa and I went downstairs, "I'm sorry Susie if I upset you, I just wanted to know what you were feeling, I understand now, but you'll have to keep this issue quiet to anyone else, just promise me if you want to talk come and see me" "so you won't tell my mum" "No I won't say anything" I gave Lisa's mum a hug, "OK you two pretty girls why don't you go back upstairs and do girly stuff".

We got back to Lisa's bedroom and lay on the bed, we chatted, "I'm so glad you can still be a girl Susie" "yeah I thought your mum was going to stop me" we cuddled up together and kissed each other, "Susie" "yes" "when you're in bed do you ever play with yourself between the legs" "yes" "so do I" "what do you do" "rub my fancy" "do you rub your willy?" "yes" "is it a nice feeling?" "yes, is it a nice feeling for you?" "yes, I like touching my vagina" "Lisa that's a naughty word" "no it's not it's what it's called just like your willy is your penis" simultaneously we started giggling together, we both stopped giggling and went to play with the dolls,

Lisa's mum walked into the bedroom carrying some clothes, she preceded to put the clothes away, "Lisa" "yes mum" "maybe tomorrow afternoon I think we should go through all your clothes, there's a lot that are too small, we could give them to a charity shop" "OK mum" "would you like to help Susie" "yeah, of course I'll help", "OK that's what we'll do tomorrow" as Lisa's mum left the room she told us to come downstairs if we wanted some lemonade, we went down and had a drink then back upstairs to carry on playing with the dolls.

We were sat on the floor playing when Lisa got up and said she needed to wee so headed to the bathroom, after a short time she came back and stood in front of me, "Susie watch" she put her hands under her dress and pulled her knickers down, then raised her dress revealing her fancy, I just stared at the crack between her legs, "kiss it Susie" "No it's naughty" "Please, we'll call it our best friends kiss" I was hesitant but slowly moved my head towards her and kissed her fancy, she then pulled up her knickers, "did you like that" " yes but it's naughty" "no one will find out, it's our secret" "OK Lisa" "I want to give your willy a best friends kiss" "Lisa" "ohh Please you kissed my fancy" my willy was stiff, I stood up and pulled my knickers down, Lisa lifted my dress, "ohh Susie it's grown up" she took hold of my willy and kissed it, " do you like best friends kisses Susie?" "Yes" "OK but remember it's our secret" we then just carried on playing as if nothing had happened,

As it was getting near to dinner time we went downstairs and sat at the table with colouring books and pens, Lisa's mum asked us if we wanted fish fingers, chips and beans, we both gave a big "Yes Please" we carried on colouring until Lisa's mum told us to clear up as dinner was nearly ready, the three of us tucked into our dinners, "when you two have had your dinner it's bath time, get ready for bed then we can sit and watch a film, does that sound good?" "Can we watch Dumbo mum" "you can watch what you like "
After dinner we headed upstairs to Lisa's bedroom while her mum ran the bath, come on you two let's get you in the bath shouted Lisa's mum, Lisa and I took our dresses and knickers off, I climbed into the bath and Lisa went to a storage box, she started throwing all sizes of plastic ducks in the bath, Pink ducks, she then joined me, we sat facing each other floating the ducks to each other, Lisa's mum left us to get our nightdresses and knickers ready, once again Lisa was being naughty, she was tickling my willy with her toes, Lisa's mum came back and washed our hair then we wash ourselves, we got out of the bath and wrapped up in a towel went to Lisa's bedroom,

There were two neat piles on the bed of our nightwear, dry yourselves off you two Lisa's mum said, Lisa and I were both shivering a little, I knew what was happening between my legs, I removed the towel to start drying myself, Lisa made a gesture to her mum that my willy was stiff, "LISA" but I saw her mum smirking, "you two get dressed, I'm going to also change into my nightwear so I don't feel left out, I'll come back and dry your hair," I walked over to the mirror on the wardrobe, I was so happy in my pretty nightie, I then put on a red toweling robe, I was a little jealous because Lisa was all in pink, Lisa's mum came back and gently dried our hair with a hairdryer, she then placed the wig on me and brushed our hair tidy, ""there now all done pretty girls let's go downstairs"

We'd decided to watch Bedknobs and Broomsticks first then Dumbo, Lisa's mum put the video on and the three of us snuggled up on the sofa, I really felt I was accepted by Lisa's mum also I was extremely happy, the film finished and we had a glass of lemonade, Lisa's mum on the other hand had a glass of wine, halfway through the film Lisa's mum got up for some more wine, " mummy can me and Susie have a drink of wine", "bring your glasses but you're only having a little amount", we then carried on watching the film, we were having a great night, the film finished, it was 21:30, "OK Lisa and Susie time for bed", we didn't argue to stay up longer, I think we just wanted to be in bed cuddled up together, "OK go up and clean your teeth, I'll be up in a minute to tuck you in", we took our gowns off and jumped into bed, Lisa's mum came and made sure we were tucked up and OK, she gave Lisa a kiss on the cheek then leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, "OK you two go to sleep and no messing around, Goodnight", we said goodnight and Lisa's mum closed the door,

I lay in bed thinking how nice it was to be in bed wearing a nightdress, not only that but I was with Lisa, she rolled onto her side at the same time put her arm over my chest and leg over my legs, she gave me a soft kiss on my mouth, I loved how sensitive her kisses were, I told her how lovely it was to be cuddled up in bed with her, "keep quiet I don't think mums gone downstairs yet," she was right, we could hear her in her bedroom, after a while we heard her going down the stairs,

We lay there quietly, "Lisa" "shhhh" she was fidgeting around, "what are you doing" "shhhh" I started to feel the bed shaking gently, I put my arm over her stomach and felt her arm moving, I moved my hand down and came to the top of her knickers, she'd pulled up her nightie and was now inside her knickers rubbing her fancy, I put my hand on her knickers, underneath her hand was moving quite rapidly, "Susie lie on your back", I lay there, then felt her left hand slide over my nightie and onto my willy, she started rubbing my willy through the nightie and knickers, she was now breathing heavier and she was making quiet moans, my nightie started to be pulled up, then her hand was inside my knickers, first she felt it then started rubbing my stiffness, I knew this was very naughty but at the same time was an extremely wonderful feeling, Lisa's breathing was getting faster and her moans more frequent, by now she was rubbing her fancy faster, then she stopped and let out a long quiet moan while exhaling air, she pulled her hand out of my knickers, I then put my hand inside and started rubbing, she now had her arm over my chest and was kissing my neck and cheek, she whispered in my ear "oh Susie" I carried on rubbing until I had a nice feeling in my willy, I was finished,

We cuddled up and kissed each other after being naughty "Susie wasn't that nice" "that was lovely Lisa" "I was hoping when I started to rub your penis you'd rub my vagina" "I wanted to but I didn't know what to do" "next time you sleepover I'll show you how to rub me" "I'd like that Lisa" we kissed each other and drifted off to sleep,

The next morning we both woke after having a wonderful deep sleep, gave each other a kiss and cuddle, "come on Susie let's go and see mummy" "Good morning Lisa Susie, did you have a good sleep", "yeah it was nice having Susie sleep over", "shall we go and get some breakfast" we made our way downstairs, it was really lovely having breakfast with Lisa dressed in our nighties, "oh Susie I wish you could be here all the time" "yeah I wish I could", "Susie I think you and Lisa should go to your grans after breakfast and play there until this afternoon, remember we're sorting Lisa's clothes out", we got dressed and spent the morning at my grans,

We got back to Lisa's and went upstairs where I changed into a dress, Lisa's mum came carrying some big plastic bags, "right we'll start with the drawers one by one then the wardrobe", Lisa's mum was throwing clothes into a pile on the floor, "are these dresses" "no Susie they're full under slips, they're for wearing under dresses and skirts, it's so you have something soft against your skin", " I like them, they're soft and a little shiny", we finished off sorting the clothes out and bagged them up, " there Lisa, now you've got room for new clothes, Lisa I was thinking I haven't got a picture of you in your school uniform, do you want to put it on and have a picture taken", " yeah OK, can Susie as well?", "yes we've got two of everything"

We took our dresses off and Lisa's mum sorted the clothes, "mum, can we wear the slips" "yes", Lisa and I put on the slips, they were lovely, white, silky feeling, adjustable straps and a V-neck with lace trim, then a white blouse, black pleated skirt, white knee high socks and black T-bar shoes, Lisa's mum did our ties, there were 2 blazers, one had a rip in the back, Lisa ripped it on a nail when she was carrying it coming home from school but it didn't matter because you wouldn't see it in a picture, "OK girls let me put some make-up on you" the make-up was applied and Lisa and I looked at each other, we looked really nice in our uniforms, "how do you feel Susie?", "I look just like the girls in my class at school, I'm really happy",

We made our way downstairs and Lisa's mum got the camera, we stood holding hands against the wall, once again it felt nice as the breeze blew up my skirt, our picture was taken then Lisa's mum told us to take our blazers off and took another picture, "don't be upset Susie but I just want one more of Lisa", "I'm not upset, I'm in two anyway ", we went into the house and sat looking at our pictures, I liked all the pictures but the best was without the blazer, you could see the white outline of the V-neck slip highlighted under the blouse, Lisa just commented on how cute we looked, " Susie now that we're in school uniforms should we do some maths?", I'd basically do anything with Lisa as long as it meant I was with her, she got the books out and we started working the sums out, it was actually quite fun. Lisa's mum came and sat at the table with us, "it's nice to see you two doing some maths", "well we have to learn don't we mum", "Susie I think it's nearly time you changed and went back for your dinner", I headed upstairs with Lisa and changed.

A little later I was sat with Lisa on her front door step, "Lisa do you realise this time tomorrow I'll be nearly about to go home", "I don't want you to go, I wish you could stay", "and it'll be Christmas before I stay at grans again", Lisa started getting tearful "Christmas is ages away", "it'll just be Saturday afternoons we'll see each other", "you promise you'll come and see me?", "I'll always come and see you", "promise", "I promise", Lisa put her arm around me, "come on Susie let's go and sit with mum", what are you two looking so glum about asked Lisa's mum, "Susie's going home tomorrow", "well you'll probably see each other at weekends", "and it's Christmas before any more holidays", "listen when Susie goes home how about you and me make plans for a special Christmas when Susie's here", "Yeah mum we'll have a really nice Christmas", "there now that's something we can all look forward to", "can Susie have a sleepover again?", "Yes of course", "yippee", we snuggled up and watched some TV.

The following day was the dreaded Friday when I'd be going home in the evening, I was having breakfast but was determined to have a wonderful day with Lisa, which I always did anyway, once at Lisa's I sat with her while she had breakfast, I whispered, "Lisa when you go to get changed can I come and change into a dress" "Yeah it's your last day so let's really enjoy it and have fun", we went upstairs and I undressed, Lisa gave me a pair of knickers which I put on then looked through the wardrobe for a dress, I picked out a pink and white dress which was tiered with short puff sleeves, Lisa wore exactly the same dress but red and white, "how come you seem to have lots of matching dresses?", "mum buys packs of two because it's a bit cheaper", "oh OK", "shall we play outside in the sun", "Yeah but I'll have to be careful wearing a dress outside", "you'll be OK", "can we play hopscotch?", "Yeah", we went outside remarked the numbers and started playing, I liked being outside especially when the breeze blew up my dress,
Lisa's mum came out to tell me she was going to grans to tell her I was having something to eat at her house but I'd be back at 5 o'clock,

Lisa's mum made us something to eat, we sat together not really saying much but the realisation that the day was quite quickly passing by was in our thoughts, after something to eat we played outside for a while, Lisa lost interest in playing outside and suggested spending the rest of the afternoon in her bedroom,

We lay on the bed but Lisa was quiet, I'd never seen her like this, "what's wrong Lisa", "I'm really upset because you won't be here soon", "well I don't want us to spend the rest of the afternoon sulking Lisa", I gave her a cuddle but that seemed to make her worse, tears were now flowing, "let's do something to take our minds of things", "I'll be OK in a few minutes", "come and play with the Barbie dolls Lisa", we sat on the bed changing outfits on the dolls then pretended they were having a picnic, "Susie don't forget our best friends kiss before you go", "I won't ", "shall we do it now?", I stood up and pulled my knickers down, Lisa leaned over and kissed my willy, still on the bed Lisa lifted her dress and lowered her knickers, instead of a quick kiss I kissed her fancy for a few seconds, "WOW Susie that was really nice", again I felt really naughty about what we were doing but it was our little secret.

Lisa's mum shouted upstairs for me to get changed as it was nearly time to go back to grans, Lisa and I went out of the front door, "will you come back after your dinner", "Yeah I'll be back to see you", she gave me a kiss and I left,
I went into grans kitchen, "Guess what?", "what", "the next door neighbour called round this afternoon to tell me mum and dad aren't coming until tomorrow", I just cheered, I was so happy and couldn't wait to tell Lisa,

Once back at Lisa's I told her to sit down, "Lisa I'm not going home until tomorrow now", OMG, she let out a deafening scream, she jumped up and flung her arms around me, "yehey I'm so happy", "what's all the screaming and shouting about?", "Susie's not going home until tomorrow now mum", "oh now I know why your so happy",

We went and sat on the front door steps and snuggled up to each other, it was quite a chilly evening but we were keeping each other warm, "Lisa", "Yeah" "just think in the summer we'll have 6 weeks holiday, all that time we can be together", "Yeah that'll be great but it's a long way off", "and we've got 2 weeks at Christmas don't forget", "but everything's ages away, just wish we were together every day",

Lisa's mum brought out two of Lisa's jackets for us to wear because it was getting colder and sat with us, "mum can me and Susie get married", "Yes when you're older, why do you ask?", "because if we were married we could be together all the time", "Yes but at the moment you're too young", "why's life so unfair", "Lisa just enjoy the time you have with Susie when you're together, enjoy your young life", "suppose", we all went back inside until it was time for me to leave,

The following morning I raced round to Lisa's, I was expecting Lisa to be a little glum but she was bouncy and full of life, "why are you so happy Lisa?", "I lay in bed last night and thought about all the things we'd talked about and I accept now that I should make the most of the time we have together", "I'm glad now you understand", "Yeah but everything's still unfair, come on Susie let's go upstairs and make you pretty",

We went back downstairs, "you two look lovely, what are you going to do this morning?", "we're going to play outside", "have you looked outside?", we looked out of the window and it was raining, "let's do some colouring Susie", we sat colouring for quite a while when Lisa whispered into my ear, "let's go to my bedroom and best friends kiss", we had a quick drink of lemonade then headed upstairs,

No sooner had we got into the bedroom and shut the door Lisa had her knickers down, I knelt down and she lifted her dress, "give my fancy a long kiss like yesterday but longer", I moved my head forward and started kissing her fancy, I don't know why but I stuck my tongue out and licked up her crack, "OHHH Susie", she then pulled up her knickers, she now knelt before me and put her hands under my dress feeling my stiff willy she pulled down my knickers, "you're going to enjoy this Susie", I was looking down as she kissed my willy a few times then started to lick up and down the shaft, she looked up at me, she had a naughty look on her face, she opened her mouth and took my willy inside, her lips closed around and slowly sucked as she pulled her mouth backwards, she then gave the tip a couple of kisses and she pulled up my knickers,

We went and lay on the bed, "did you like that Susie", "it was lovely, I can't believe you put my willy in your mouth", "Yeah I enjoyed it in my mouth and licking it", "why did you do it?", "I only thought of it when you licked my crack", we lay there whispering, "Lisa we'll have to be very quiet about what we did", "Susie everything we do is our secret",

I couldn't believe what had happened over the last seven days, I'd had the most wonderful time, Lisa and I were really close, she was a very special friend, but the reality was that in a couple of hours I'd be heading home and wouldn't see Lisa for a week, for the last time I took off my dress, got changed into my boring boy clothes and headed back to grans for something to eat,

That afternoon for a short time we played in Lisa's back garden, Lisa's mum told me it was nearly 3 o'clock, my parents would be here soon, Lisa and I sat on the front step and waited, then I saw the car coming, as it passed Lisa's house dad beeped the horn a couple of times, in unison tears flooded out of Lisa and I, we sat cuddling consoling each other, I heard my mum shouting to go back to grans,

I walked slowly back to grans, tears still rolling over my cheeks, "why all the tears" asked mum, "I don't want to leave my friend Lisa", "Yeah the pair of them have spent 12 or 13 hours a day together, hardly ever apart", said gran, "Oh well it's nice you've a new friend but you've got school on Monday, you'll see her next Saturday",

Next thing I knew it was pie time, I couldn't eat all mine due to being too upset because I was leaving, once everyone had eaten my dad went and put my suitcase in the boot of the car, mum and dad thanked gran for looking after me, we said our goodbyes and went to the car,

I was sat in the back seat, we waved at gran as we slowly pulled off, tears started rolling down my cheeks again because I knew we'd be passing Lisa's any second, I looked and saw Lisa clinging onto her mum, her cheeks were pink, her eyes bright red, tears flooding out, what really upset me was how distressed she looked, I cried as I waved at her then she was out of sight, the journey home was awful.

When we got home I went straight to my bedroom and sat on the bed, I looked around the room at how dull, miserable, depressing it was, I lay down, my head crashed onto the pillow, I just wanted the warmth of Lisa cuddling me