Day In Day Out

Day in Day out

I wanted to see beyond
Blinding pain, steam, fog, and acid rain.
Dull black and lead gray hulking
Grotesque creatures,
About their torturous business,
Uttering occasional grunts and squeals
Of maddened anger.
Their odor rotted and fecal.
My right leg is quickly consumed.
Three chew and grind on my left.
A fourth tears a bicep free sucking the red meat
Into a hideous mouth.
Inconceivably, I do not pass out.
The cannibalism continues for several more hours
Until so little remains that I die.

Consciousness returns and I am reformed.
Several shuffle from a half eaten corpse.
The demonic musk
Of sexual arousal sickens me.
My mouth and rectum are raped again and again,
stretched and torn by
inhumanly shaped phalluses.
I am straddled and taken by what must be
An eight foot tall female demon.
Her snake-like purple tongue whips back and forth
viciously biting my face as she howls and grinds her razor sharp pelvis into mine;
Screaming incoherently.
The orgy of pain and spastic orgasms
Continue as I am used over and over again
Until one approaches from behind,
Penetrates my upper back
With a barbed penis, punching through
The front wall of my chest killing me.

Reformation complete,
I again wake.
Familiar pain returns as my body
Is hoisted, spread, and nailed to a crucifix.
Day after day I live and I die.
My mind knows nothing
But endless pain and horror.
My memories of the other life remain,
So sweet that I cry uncontrollably,
As I gaze out across hell’s landscape.