Is he?

I feel like you love me.
But sometimes its not the same.
you say you care about me,
But is it really there?
You can't tell when I'm sad,
You think I'm always happy.
Sometimes I feel like your mad at me,
and sometimes I feel like you dont care.
you stare off into the distance
and sometimes I think...
is he really all there?
Is he the one for me?
The one and only person for me.
When I shut my eyes I think of you.
Your arms around my waist.
Your gentle touch.
But then you stare off again.
I think of when I see you,
flirting with other girls.
you think I dont see, but I do,
And then I think,
Does he really care?
Your friends say you do,
they swear you do.
But when I tell them what you do....
they're silent.
They dont know what to say.
Your right next to me,
flirting with some other girl,
I bet you do this everyday.
Am I not enough for you?
Do you really care?
You say you do.
And when I look at you
I think to myself
Is he really all there?
My parents don't like you,
and I dont see why.
Since I've came into this class today,
You haven't even said "hi"
I thought this would be fun,
Haveing you for a class.
But it seems you really dont care.
It's valentines day,
You gave me a bear.
Its cute and cuddly
but somethings missing.
I don't feel your love anymore.
I dont remember your touch.
And when I look at you
I think to myself
Is he really all there?
Does he not know,
Not know how to talk to me?
Does he not know how?
He sits beside me
flirting with another girl.
A girl prettier, and funnier than me.
I guess I should just give up.
Maybe that's what he wants.
Sometimes when I'm around him,
I get butterflies from the way he looks at me.
but when he turns away
I think.....
does he really care?
He sits there clowning around.
He doesn't notice I am there.
Why am I writing this?
Maybe because ~I CARE~!!!!
But he doesn't notice.
He just ignores my silence.
He sits there ignoring my presence.
And when I look at him,
I think to myself,
Is he really all there?