CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE

She woke up rolled over and streched and a wave of panic engulfed her she looked up and saw HIM. His lips half open almost smirking and what lips they were, "God she thought that was lovely last night." She shared every inch of herself last night and he did the same. All night they did things to each other that was only in her wildest dreams their bodies fused in passion and guilt. Well she was guilty anyways, but we'll get to that later. Her stirring awakened him and he kissed her on her forhead," How you feeling mami, how's my baby?", asked Joesph. "Fine under the circumstances, she chuckled, Do you have any idea what you do to me? " From your moans and the scratches on my back, a hell of a lot." Then he smiled and she melted back into his arms. This is the type of man you couldn't resist even if you wanted to. 6ft 5in. 235lbs all muscle boyishly handsome with dimples. Caramel complextion hazel eyes and a Colgate smile, soothing deep voice and very well blessed in a certain place that he used exqusitely at that. She looked in his eyes and got lost and he kissed her deep and hard and she kissed him back and just as they were about to surrender she stopped short, she got up and walked to the bathroom in all her glory. DAMN IT! he thought she's so damn mysterious I want to figure her out I know her and then I don't. After their sessions of lovemaking and even during her always professed his love and felt like a fool when she quieted and contemplated his words. He knew women that would do anything to be with him and yet to her he was like a passing fancy and she only called him when she needed to be loved and taken care of. Being the man he was he always did just that and just when he thought she would be just his she turned cold and drew away from him. Now on her looks alone she knocked him off his feet. She was only 5ft 5in. but made men tremble in her presence 150lbs of pure sex appeal smooth mocha complextion her ample body had made many a man drool her perfect 44C's stood up at attention smooth tummy,wide hips,and ample behind drove many a man crazy. Lovely face high cheek-bones perfectly almond shaped dark-brown eyes full of emotion full pouty lips and to top it off reddish brown curls that framed her face. But her complex emotions left many people perplexed it was like she had it all but had nothing and was hungry for more. He went into the bathroom and found her singing along to Maxwell in the shower she looked gorgeous and vunerable at the same time. As her back was to him he snuck in behind her and kissed her on the neck she responded by turning around. She opened her mouth, but he covered it with his and kissed her and she tasted his tounge and breathed deep. She backed up into the wall while they were kissing felt down and grabbed his manhood and said "Please" this was her favorite word because everytime she said it he obligued. He lift her legand entered her slowly and lifted her up her back against the wall and made love with such intensity she started to cry and latched on feircely to his back. He just kept saying that he loved her and to her tears surprising him and herself she said it too. Whats more she meant it and she started to even more because she couldn't love him it wasn't supposed to happen this way. She begged for him to stop but he kept at it to the water got cold and still they went at it and now she was sobbing. She climaxed at the same time with him and it was beautiful she was sniffling now. he let her down and stood under the rushing cold water. Then she ran to the bedroom and collasped on the King-sized bed still half-crying she balled up into the fetal position and cried until her eyes were blood-shot. He came upon her in the middle of her tirade of tears and laid by her side and held her until she stopped. "Why eveytime I'm with you, you say that to me I told you what it was already and know I'm falling for you. Why baby why? I'm here crying over you and our situation I know you can give me everything I want and more. It wasn't supposed to happen this way why you keep doing this huh? I have way to much on my plate and you knew this already coming into this. Baby I..., she dissolved into tears. "Lisha you knew i always loved you when you broke up with Nahsir I was there for you and it hurt me cause I knew we should've been together. I was the one who you always came to when he hurt you and made you cry. You are so precious to me you don't even know I'm always thinking about you. I love you and I don't care any more you are so vunerable and i know you act tough but you have a beautiful and lovely side as well and I wanna bring that out. Baby I need and want you and as much as you hate to admit you want me to so stop this facade. Mami you knew what it was when we started this. I just don't wanna be a booty-call or just a comforter. I wanna give you all of me not just sex do you understand? "No I don't, with steel to her voice, you know what I should've known. You always wanted me and now I see that you want all of me now. Baby I wish our situatin was just black and white, but there is all shades of gray here baby. I need to get away and clear my head maybe we need a break. You know what we should just stop this facade baby cause its teaing me apart and as much as I want you I can't do this anymore. So I'm takin' a break from this and I hope I don't hurt you, but baby I have to go. Good-Bye and yes I did mean it I love you but this is to much for me. And with that she rushed around the room and dressed in a huff and found her shoes and pocketbook and ran out of his townhouse found her car and screeched down the street. Joesph looked at his lost love and went into his home heartbroken. He wondered where she was going, but gave up onchasing her because he didn't know how she would react so he resisded in his house. Burning rubber blinded by tears Lisha found it to her high-rise apartment ran to the elevator. She struggled to find her key when she found it she stepped in and her house was dark. She always left the big picture window because she had a beautiful view of the Hudson and the sky-line. So when she stepped in she atomatically was alarmed she was greeted by a voice a frightening yet familiar voice. "Where you been baby I missed you,forgot about me?,he asked. "Why the hell are you here,who let you in here? GET OUT!" she screeched. He rushed over flipped on the light and grabbed her she struggled to get free when she did she stepped back. He came foward and backed her into the couch and kissed her she backed up eyes wide and slapped him. He grabbed her wrists and pinned her down on the couch and kissed her till she didn't resist anymore. He got up and asked her the dreaded question "Where were you? Never mind I know already." She looked straight in his eyes and said, "Out.Anyways its none of your business where I was. Who the fuck do you think you are coming into my house uninvited I told you about that nonsense. Come on Chris you know the deal already do are dicussions mean nothin to you sweetheart?" "No neva that but you make me crazy and having someone take you away from me would drive me up the wall babe. You know that already so tell me where did you really go?" "No of your business like I said" " Oh its like that ma iight I got you I have a felling where you went." "Oh really tell me Sherlock where was I?" "You went to- There was a knock at the door Chris looked at her questionly "Open the door I know you're there!" a male voice said. "Lisha you expectin' someone" "No"she said and looked at the floor. "Go into the bar Chris I'll be there" She hurried to the door looked out the peek-hole a gasped, it was Alonzo. She opened the door and stepped in to the hallway. He grabbed her by the waist and kissed her deeply and slipped her the tounge. She stopped to catch her breath. "Lets go inside, he suggested,please I haven't seen you in weeks" Her emotions went haywire, instead she suggested they go to lunch she went inside quickly and grabbed her kys and purse. They were out the door and in the bistro quicker than a New York minute. He suggested a detour to his brownstone she tried to talk him out of it, but was out-voted so they went to his apartment in Brooklyn. Walking up the stairs she thought about what her cousin had said be careful or else your screwed and you'll lose everyone of your men. Walking in the apartment she was greeted with the sounds of Van Hunt, suddenly he appeared in the den. She wished he didn't look as good as he did 5ft 10in 185 rock hard body cut to perfection. Ruggedly-handsome face with a smile to match cocoa complextion and vey well endowed. She got weak just looking at him. "Dance with me, come on sweetie don't be shy" he said in his deep baritone. Don't do it its just a dance be strong resist temptation. He lead her to the middle of the den and they danced for what seemed like an eternity. They finally let each other go and she looked at him deep in his eyes and he tilted her chin up and kissed her softly and said "You know I love right?" Her faced crumpled then she regained composure and said, "Yes and I love you too, but I'm in love with someone else." She went to the couch and put her face in her hands and started crying softly. He looked at her and went over to comfort her. This very complex and vunerable women had him by the heartstrings he thought. She loves me, but isn't in love how can this be? Who is this man that she is so in love with, but she still came to my home to be with me. Now I'm confused how could this be I'm going to be here whether she wants me or not. She turned to him and embraced him and he embraced her back. And he kissed her, but this time it was differnt it was like all their emotions were flowing into each other. She started to remove his clothes and he did the same until they were both nude. Still kissing passionately he carried her into his room and laid her down. He dissapeared and suddenly she heard slow R&B and he came back with a blindfold, handcuffs, chocolate syrup, and whipped cream. He came up and kissed her laid her back and told her to relax which she did accordingly. First he blindfolded her and then handcuffed her to the bed posts. "What are you doing?" she asked. "Shh its all right I'm no going to do anything you don't want ok?" "Ok I trust you." First he kissed her lips tenderly and slipped her the tongue, then he tongued her body down and back up. He stopped at her breasts and sucked on them until she moaned with pleasure then moved down between her legs put some whipped cream and chocolate and ate her into a frenzy she screamed with pleasure and begged him to stop. Of course he didn't and licked and fingered her until she came all over."DAMN" she gasped. He let her out of the handcuffs and removed the blindfold. She laid him down got on top of him placed his manhood in slowly and rode him like a bronco fast then slow in and out like a pro then he flipped her over on her stomach and made love to her while kissing on her neck until they both came together and it was lovely. They laid there glistening from their escapade. She laid in his arms and he said,"I love you Lisha you make me crazy, and yet I want you more. You're intriguing and you know what you want, but I don't want to share you with any man especially like this. I want you mind, heart,body, and soul. Do you understand what I'm saying. Our situation is unique and a lesser man would've left you and hurt you. I'm not your average guy and you sure aren't the average woman, but I love you anyways. Even with all your faults and past transgressions I love you. I hope I don't turn you away, but baby I want you to myself me and you against the world." "Alonzo I know what you want but as for myself I'm not so sur anymore I've cried more these past 4 years than I did my whole life. I'm not using you or any other man to make up for something in my past and yet I'm always feeling guilty. A guy can do what I'm doing what I'm doing and not even have a shred of remorse. Thats not me every time I go home I cry myself to sleep, beacause I don't know what to do anymore. I love you and I am in love with someone else do you have any idea the pain I feel. Not to mention the pain I'm causing honey I don't know anymore. I just don't know" "Baby just let me hold you a while everything will be alright honey everything will be alright." He kissed her and wiped her tears away and they slept in each other's arms. She woke up with renewed spirits, but they were dashed when she started to think of Chris, Alonzo,and Joseph she broke down and cried like an infant in Alonzo's bed. It was 4am she snuck out of the house into the night she put her stilettos on walked outside and when she went to the car she gasped. None other than Joseph was parked by her car and he spotted her. She jumped in the car and hauled ass all the way to her apartment. He trailed her she ran to the elevator and it closed in his face. He ran up the stairs and was there before she stepped out. "What the fuck is all this sneakiness about? Is it spy on Lisha day? Damn it Joseph what are you doing here?!" she whispered harshly. "I'm sorry but after this morning I relized I love you more than life itself please baby come back to me. I love you to much to let you go and I know the current situation is all fucked up. I'm willing to work on it are you? Please mami I need you!" he pleaded " Oh baby I love you but this is too hard I am going to cry I love you sweetie. Alright come inside." He ran over and picked her up and hugged and kissed her. They went inside when she remembered Chris was probably still there, but by then it was to late to stop what happened next. Turning on the lights with Joseph behind her she spotted Chris and it was obvious he was drinking and was drunk. "What the fuck is this a lovefest Lisha who the fuck is this nigga? Chris screamed. "My name is Joseph and I don't appreciate you screaming at Lisha like that. She is a woman treat her like a queen respect her. In my presence I never want to hear anyone speak to her like that." "And what if I do I'll whoop her ass and yours if its necessary so fuck you. Soft-ass mothafucker this is my woman not yours remember that." Chris slurred. He advanced on Joseph and Lisha intervened and Chris grabbed her a slapped her then threw her on the couch. Lisha crumpled up and sobbed got up and punched Chris dead in the mouth he spit out 2 teeth. "You crazy bitch I'll-" He was grabbed by Joseph who proceded to whoop his ass until he couldn't move. "Don't ever come back here or lay a hand on my baby again or I wil KILL you. Do you understand me" Joseph ordered. He was red and his chest was heaving his eyes watered "I love her more than life itself so you get the picture all right." "Yea man you can have her crazy ass I through I'm leavin" Chris limped to the door and left for good. Joseph went over to Lisha who had a look of absolute shock on her face. She stared at the door and started to straighten up the room in a trance. Joseph watched every move until she collasped on floor and cried for hours rocking back and forth sobbing and cursing. Joseph looked over at her and then went to her and cried with her, because he was at a point where he felt all her pain. He stopped, but she was still crying he carried her to her master-bedroom, her bedroom he undressed her an put her in the shower it was 11am. She stopped sobbing a little took her shower and walked in the room to find Joseph on her chaise lounge resting he woke up sat up."Baby I want you and we've known each other for a while. Hell 7 years you're 23 and I'm 26 we don't have no time for games. Mami linda my love please just say you want to be with me. I love you for you and would never ask you to change for me. Just please say you will I will love you more than anyone you ever encounter past or present baby just say yes. "Joseph my ansewer is yes as we stand here righ now my ansewer is yes. Papi I love you and falling more in love with you everyday. Baby I wanna be with you and I'll do everything in my power to make you happy. I know we ain't getting any younger. Yes baby yes!"


To be continued.......