have you ever?

Have you ever felt
Used and alone?
Disrespected and degraded?
Treated as if you were nothing?

Have you ever had
Your heart thrown on the floor?
Your feelings casted down on the ground?
Your very being torn in half?

Have you ever experienced
A feeling of unworthiness?
A longing for acceptance?
Your self image shattering before your...
your......
your very eyes?

Why must i care?
Why must i feel pain and sadness
more that the love i yearn for?

Maybe its just me.
Maybe im just being misunderstanding.
Maybe im just blind to the love
that i do actually have.

But maybe i am right in feeling this way.
Maybe im taken advantage of,
my kind deeds and loving actions
taken witha a grain of salt
and without an ounce of care.

Is this feeling only reserved for me?
or am i not quite alone?
Please, tell me, please.
Have you ever?