Life as we know it sucks

what the hell?

Current mood: confused

Current song: Smoke two joints - Bob Marley




"There is a tide in the affairs of men which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune; omitted, all the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and miseries."

The meaning of this quote may be summarized by the latin saying "Carpe Diem." Basically, it is saying that there comes a time in every man's life when a great opportunity arises where he must "seize the day." If this opportunity is ignored, then the rest of his life is but trivial and insignificant.

What the fuck? His name, Carpe Diem...why won't it happen? Just kill me now.

Here's a song for your indulgence:
"I wanna kill myself tonight. So cold, lying here on the floor, next to my bed, with a knife in my hand and now in my head."

Huh, well, I'm incredibly confused these days. How I wish I weren't. How I wish I knew what I were confused about. I'm just frustrated. About what, I don't know. I wish I could explain myself...I wish I wasn't so paranoid. I wish I could just accept things. And I wish I weren't so damn selfish. Notice how everything is "I"...I I I I. God. I'm a moron. Why is everything so hard for me? Hey, I like that song. "Why is everything so fucking hard for me? Bring me down, do what you want so I can see." Screw this love thing. I'm sick of dealing with it. It's too complicated. Though, I wish it were easy enough to say to make it vanish...But, it's not...Farwell.