My True Soul

Quick thoughts

Hey guys!
It's late and I should be in bed. I've been up thinking and talking to people. Why is that sometimes in life the people that you don't think should suffer are the ones who suffer the most? These are the sweetest people you know, but they have the most trouble? Is it because they've had so much suffering that they become so nice? Or were they originally so nice and it was just "fate" that these horrible things happened? I don't understand it. I hate all the things that cause depression and all the effects of it. I had an outburst tonight about how I hate all this and want to get rid of it all, how it isn't fair, but then I realized that I couldn't get rid of it. *sighs* I'm so tired. I have so much I want to say, but not enough effort to type them all rethink what all I wanted to say. I'm gonna go write to Sarah... tell her I love her... it always calms me.... geez I love her... I wanna squeeze her and hold her tight forever...