My True Soul

Almost failed...

I get so annoyed with myself. All I want to do is to give up, so much easier to just give up, when I was actually SERIOUSLY making thinkgs better. I feel like crying and banging my head and just going freaking psycho on myself. And I get bogged down where I just wanna be like "screw this, I'm giving up" but, so, I had a bad day. I am very stressed out, scared, nervous, worried, and everything is changing. I just want this transition time to be over with. All I wanna do until then is curl up beside someone and sleep. To let someone watch over me. To put my head on someone's shoulder and just keep it there as I fell asleep somewhat. To just be suspended in this moment where I know I'm safe. Sarah's so far away and I always feel like such a baby when I tell her I wanna curl up beside her.

Things will be alright, it was just a bad day. I actually already feel better. I just need to sleep and have some time to think.