Go Ahead and Ask Me

Missing...

I miss my brother.

I miss my girls.

I miss having dinner the home-made way.

I miss having a cat purring on my lap.

I miss free-time.

I miss being happy all the time. (I'm doing much better, though)

I miss being sweet to everyone, all the time, and no-one thinking that it was forced.

I miss being a good student.

I miss my 3.3 GPA.

I miss Dad. He was never a very good dad, but I still miss him.

I miss my grandpa... I always knew that he loved me.

I miss feeling that people honestly cared.

I miss people asking about my day.

I miss it when Sam and KC would pat me on the head and say, "Oh Sue, I love you."

I miss thinking that my writing was decent.

I miss thinking that I was any good at something.

I miss being able to cry.

I miss cuddling with people I love.

........

I miss dealing with anxious feelings in a way that I knew worked.

I think I'll go to bed now.