More Snow Melt

I’m making myself a nervous wreck

‘Idál (Justice), 1 ‘Izzat (Might), 167 BE – Wednesday, September 8, 2010 about 4:17 PM Pacific Time

I'm taking a mini staycation tomorrow. I'm having someone come in to stay with Mom for five hours while I get away from the house for a bit. I'm attempting to convince myself it isn't a good idea because something disastrous will happen while I'm gone. I'm making myself a nervous wreck worrying over what might happen while I'm gone.

I'm not worried about what may happen to me while I'm away from the house. I'm worried about what might happen here while I'm gone. I know I need to get away for a while and five hours will give me a chance to take care of some business without Mom. When I take Mom with me it's a struggle to get her to go into the store or bank because she would rather stay in the car.

I thought this was a good idea, until my imagination started visualizing what could happen while I'm away from the house. I have a cell phone so I can call home. I don't know what's wrong with me today. I need to let go and do what I planned to do.