Wondering about my Wanderings

weary in well doing

I am weary. I just am not sure how well I am doing as I expose my weariness. I still keep myself focused on a writing agenda. I can recall that this happened in February of last year after losing a job. I have expanded my focus since then. I have a book on my dog Buddy, awards won because of contests, lots of friends, I am in a grammar course and am blogging like there is no tomorrow. I am learning that creativity suffers the more one attempts to write just for the sake of writing. As I enter a possible pastoral opportunity, I will need to find a way to put all this in perspective. How do I use the ability to improve my ability to minister, whatever form that might take.

I finally got together with Paul. It was a good coming together. I also met with Jan and am having fun at work. One of the funny things was having exposure to a pee chart. I saw this as part of a pees (peace) initiative. At some point I am going to need to take some vacation from writing. My reviews and stories are getting a little stale. My blogs are not nearly as creative as they were as they were in the beginning. I will admit to writing a lot more. It remains to be seen what all this writing will lead to. Time will tell.