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I never imagined in a million years, the turn of events that have taken place. |
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My life is my turning a new leaf, my once extreme need to belong has once again left me alone, idle I stand with the strength to write........ I once new a love that was complete loved me from my head to my feet, dispite my flaws he loved them all and now I sit without a call, lonely is me, and who am I nobody- My dreams become reality everytime i vision them, I'm stiff with anxiety and still I live- I have alot on my heart with the need to get it all out, share with me all your thoughts and comment genuinely--- I am Vee and I am somebody! Why stutter, why shed a tear, the unevitable fear is near, I see his face can't hide my sight, I see him everyday and night, from womb to my arms, you lay so sweet the strength of your hands makes my heart skips beats, how can I deny the nights I cried while you lay helplessly alone? I visioned your birth as well as death, can't lie it's true, thought the devil was in rearview- aching all over I smell u everywhere in stages I mourn for the love of you at moments I smile I was amazed with you, baby boy second angel flying high- tell Grandaddy Hi! I'll see you when it's my time my eyes are heavy my heart is full with everything I wish I could take back the thoughts sinnester indeed and love the one who provided the seed. I've never loved another the way I love your father, circles surrounding me, makes it even harder, when I think I'm okay, that very moment I pray my heaviness will pass, only one knows my heart although we're apart I'll stand strong with belief, that someday he'll know, in your death we should have grown. Jackson Malachi Hillian born June 18,2008, departed this life on July 31, 2008. I missed you while you were alive, my second time leaving the hospital without my child, your growth made me smile, then all of a sudden you took sick, now you lay section H plot 48A grave 8. |
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