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Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
| Oh, that is the story of me. My many encounters with failure and humility have taught me that I usually lose...to you. I met a Derek London in the summer of 77. His parents were wealthy. His mom looked like Marry Tyler Moore. I wanted her....She sunbathed topless in their backyard. Their were a lot of bare breasted women in Cambridge, Mass. The reasoning went as such : men can go topless, why can't women? That's okay with me. Derek was a "color boy" as my mom would say. He is of Ethiopian heritage. Derek beat me at basketball and running and girls... But, not chess! Derek's mother would get very colored sunbathing. Normally, she was coco.. with wavy hair like Mary Tyler Moore. Derek had a closely trimmed afro. I noticed these things. I'm very visual. Derek had been born without ears. He had reconstructed ears from his butt.. I called him "Butt Head." He called me "Casper." Well, Derek was an atheist. His parents were "Humanists." They wanted Derek to decide what he thought was true. At the time I thought atheists were Devil worshipers. My dad had explained this to me~ "Atheist have no morals and follow Satan the ruler of this world." "Was Socrates a Satanist?" I queried. "No. He was a pagan." dad answered flatly. Dad was an English teacher and taught Latin. I was forced to attend Latin Mass. I'm not fluent in Latin. Did Jesus speak Arabmaic? Oy! I would have debates with Derek over the existence of God and Jesus. Derek had facts like, "What is real is not imaginary!" And I'd go on about cause and effect and ogal Derek's mom, who smelled like cookies. Derek would punch me. I think he won that debate.. I don't know what became of Derek. He wanted to be a surgeon .. Andy told me Derek was dead from a heart attack. But, Andy is not reliable. He likes to drink a lot. Well, did we learn something? Maybe, maybe not. =+= |
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