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Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
| I think being rude is part of human nature. I try to avoid confrontations. but, rudeness is everywhere. It is very rude to mock the death of someone's mother. My mother had died on Halloween .. I went to pick up my subscription to Ghost at Ed's Comics a week later .. I had told Ed about my mom's passing. He said that his mother was dead too. I asked when did she die? He smirked, "I'm just fucking with you." I didn't get the gag and canceled my subscription. I never went back to that store. Ed apologized ... "Why would I be so rude?" My neighbor , Mr. Hughes, asked me if dad would sell the house. I said that dad had collapsed and was in the hospital. He remarked, "Well, then everything is up for grabs." I felt violent, but smiled, "Isn't it always?" I tried to avoid Mr. Hughes after this, but he kept questioning me. When dad's house was sold Mr. Hughes remarked, "Thank God." I suppose he wasn't fond of my family. At a Home Depot, Casie Bova said to me, "Your mother should have gone up the chimney." I asked him what he meant by that. He said he didn't know. I made a complaint. It was odd to me he would be so hateful. . .. Home Depot has zero tolerance for harassment. Nothing was done about my written complaint. I don't believe I am overly sensitive. It's just common courtesy to not insult someone's dead mother. Unless your trying to start a fight. Just my two cents, ~~~ <^> |
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