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ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal. Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am. I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes. But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you... |
| DAY 1964: April 2, 2018 Prompt: Poetry? Yes or No. Why or Why not. I assume this prompt is about whether I like or write poetry. At least that is what I'm assuming it is about.So that is what I am going to proceed with. The answer to this question is YES, absolutely YES. I feel it is very important to be able to write something that you can put your heart and soul into. I find poetry to be one of the best ways to put feelings into writing in a way that is easier to understand and interpret. I find it very relaxing and soothing at times. as I always will write it along with anything else I can write. As to me, it is Very important. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| 03/27/18 "Death is the mother of Beauty; hence from her, alone, shall come fulfillment to our dreams and our desires." ~ Wallace Stevens What do you think Stevens meant? I think that Stevens meant that from death since it is the end of everything in one's life, that it is the only true fulfillment of our dreams and desires, as if we remained alive those dreams and desires would be fluid and constantly changing and evolving which is paramount to them never being fulfilled as they would be constantly changing. Of course, this is just an opinion, and it really has no basis in true and pure fact.take it as you wish, or don't ...it is your choice. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| It truly has been a good birthday, thanks to some good people who just simply remembered it, and put their petty issues aside for another human being. I wish everybody could do that. I enjoy being on here as a writer and that is not going to change, and I'm sorry certain things happened the way they did. I know I deserved what I have got on here, I am, after all, a good writer. I'm not perfect, but I am happy... I can see many good things happening to me in the future. it is, after all, a good day. |
| Day 1954 March 23, 2018 Use these words somehow in your blog, story or poem. fill concession corpse weed berry matrix eye eavesdrop In this poem I will fill, I will use words that won't be good, in fact sometimes they will be a pill. I'll give concession to few, if you don't like it, then simply f%^$ you, and keep quiet, like a corpse should do. I don't care to know what you need, the ones who ask are like a weed that pops up just where you don't need it. The bush is quite ugly with all the thorns, which you don't really see in the early morn. Why can't you at least produce something useful, like an apple, orange, or even a berry. This is real life, and not the matrix. If you really wish to see, the world around you, the one God build for you and me, simply look around you, open your eye, but be careful what you do and say, You never know whose around you eavesdropping at night, or even during the day, words are the hardest thing to take back, and are rarely forgiven, put in a bag and placed on a rack. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Good morning all, It's just me, again. let's see I think things are going well for me I have a new look, new attitude, new friends, and an old life. I have spent my time thinking about my personal mistakes and failures, bad choices, being the PITA( that's pain in the a%$) over the past year or two. I have come to a conclusion... and that is that , while, yes, i failed at times, I succeed in others. Where I once saw a friend, I now see an enemy, or nothing at all. That isn't to say I don't have friends, but certain ones, the ones I risked everything for, and treated more horribly than I have ever treated anybody in my life, Are now no longer around me, pushing their influence on my life, out of my life. So I can be a better man. Because I am a better man. I have ideals, thoughts, a heart bigger than anybody knows( I just wear it on my sleeve and that gets me into trouble). I deserve good people in my life, like my Masonic lodge brothers, and other trusted people, one in particular, who did nothing wrong but who I hurt very very deeply to the point that I cant be forgiven. Out of all the bridges I have burned, its that one I regret burning the most. I at one time did think the grass was greener on the other side of the fence, only to find out the one green spot was what I was seeing, the rest of the yard was dead and /or dying. I am writing more. I push myself when I do write. I use my past in my writing a lot.For example, I have killed off a certain character like 12 times and she just keeps coming back like a bad weed. Haven't quite figured a way to keep her gone. My character has beat her, hung her, drawn and quartered her, staked her, crucified her, drowned her, burned her at the stake, and like a weed she just keeps coming back. But in reality, its fun killing her off, and kind of satisfying in a way. Oh well, its off to work now. Over all, I am well, and getting better each and every day. I'm realizing I really don't need someone in my life to make me happy, I do just fine on my own, especially now that I'm much colder than I was before, however, I want someone there. And I will have it...One day. |
| DAY 1950: March 19, 2018 Prompt: It's Motivational Monday, write about some good news that motivates or inspires you in your life, your town, your state, your country, or go to Good News Network or some other website and share some good news that interest you. I chose this link from the good news network: https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/when-woman-leaves-giant-sign-for-thief-who-stole... I smiled when I read this as I had been down the same road as the young woman who wrote the sign( e.i. having a bike stolen, even though it was locked up) and it shows that there is still some humanity left in this weary and hard world. It really inspires me to be better than this world is to me, to prove that I am better than I think I am ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| DAY 1836 March 6, 2018 On this day, 1831 Edgar Allan Poe was.removed from West Point military academy. You're his only defense, he wants to stay. What's your argument going to be on his behalf? my argument for Poe to stay in West point is simply this, as a former member of the American Military, notably the USMC, I know the need for writers in any war effort as one of the biggest helps a writer can give would be to generate copious amounts of propaganda. And as any good student of warfare can tell you, that propaganda has been a useful tool in warfare for many uncounted centuries. The effects can range from the confusion of the other side to a misuse of assets in an area where it is not needed, or lack of use in an area that needs more. But the first really good tool in the use of propaganda is the good use of writers, as they write it and create confusion with it. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Day 1933 March 2, 2018 In most countries of the world, recovery from the Great Depression began in 1933. In the U.S., recovery began in early 1933, but the U.S. did not return to 1929 GNP for over a decade and still had an unemployment rate of about 15% in 1940, albeit down from the high of 25% in 1933. Do you believe we are headed for another Great Depression Globally? Or will it only be the United States? Actually, I feel it is a very real possibility of happening, in our lifetimes. In fact, it was prophesied to will be happening. along with all the terror things going on. and I do believe it will be a global thing, not just us based, although it may start in the U.S., it won't stay there for long. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| well, isnt this a surprise for me. I logged on and saw my case is now my favorite color....yellow. I wanted to thank everybody who is responsible for this promotion. Thanks for your trust in me...I promise I will not let you down. |
| DAY 1918 February 15, 2018 Write about spending a day with your personal hero (living). Well, Since I am back on the writing band wagon I figured id figure I'd start here... I, in all honestly, have no living heroes in my life. I feel that people let you down and stab you in the back every chance they take. So now begins a new chapter in my life, without the good people i have severely hurt, and the trash. I am standing up on my own, facing everything life can throw at me and winning because I am worth it. those that don't like it can go away. However I wont. I am here, i'm not going anywhere. Nor am running from anything in my life. I'm standing my ground and am standing up against the storm, and winning. I have spent my life boosting others up and making their life better, at my own detriment. And then to get the wall brought down on top of me by small minded broken people who need to grow up. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
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