I know this pain all too well and I know exactly how you feel. It is extremely difficult to put on a brave face when dealing with the handling the death of someone so close to yourself. Having to go through all of his belongings, deciding what to do with what, is not a task I would not wish on anyone. It is painful and seems to take forever. However, there are a lot of good memories in those belongings and it is those memories that are a person's immortality. So long as you remember him, he will live forever in your heart and soul.
We all need that little spark, that candle in the darkness to keep hope alive. As I had said, you are not alone. If you feel the need to talk. Just reach out.
One step at a time is all you can do. It has been seven years since my father passed away and we still have not moved all of his belongings anywhere. It's just too painful to do so. I and so many others know your pain all too well. Hang in there.
Its not every day that you sit there dreaming a dream that has simply became like a wisp of smoke. you can see it and feel it but when you try to touch it it just lets you pass through untouched yet knowing it is there.
it is like a sting of sun light in a dark room so bright and light that you know that if you could touch it it would fill you with joy yet every time you try it vanishes into the dim of the surroundings till.
Sincerely yours,
Silverwindrose
Dragon Minstrel
Keep writing the words of your heart
and one day your dreams will come true.
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