God's Treasure Box

i am somewhat a believer in god. near aetheist actually, but due to my grandmothers and sisters powerful beliefs, i give the notion a shred of doubt. so when i ask myself who is god, i believe if he existed, he simply made the first of us and let nature take its course from there. i believe that god wouldn't interfere in our lives at all because that would be true love, not to mention respect. you don't give something life, will, emotions, and aspirations and then jump into their lives every other second. i think god would know that life is all about self-discovery and exploration of the world around you- for good or bad. so in short, his greatets give would be the freedom of living as i chose.