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Rated: 18+ · Monologue · Experience · #1014394
A CHILD'S LOOK AT INCEST;UNFOLDING INTO WOMANHOOD
When you lie down to sleep at night, do you see my face? Can you remember my screams of pain, as you shoved your adult, male self-hatred into my four-year-old body? Do you remember my asking in the voice of a child "What are you doing to me? What is that white stuff that comes out of you"? You mean that you can't remember......Well I do!
Cousins, Fathers, "uncles", brothers, I think of these things on a regular basis. I cry and ask, why me? When you took my virginity at such an early age, you robbed me of my childhood. Gone were the experience of giving myself totally to the MAN I LOVE for the first time.
A normal little girl has grown into (an abnormal
in her eyes, you see) woman. She suffers from poor self-esteem. her trust in men is a faded memory. This woman/child has lost all respect for the MALE species. Her confidence was also taken by you.
Are you proud of yourself? This shatttered body that shares your bloodlines is your twisted gift to society.
SIT DOWN!! LOOK WITHIN YOUR INCESTIOUS MIND AND ASK YOURSELF WHY?!!??! Try to imagine the hurt, humiliation,pain,and bewilderment of my little girl mind. FACE YOUR SHAME!!! Show the ANCESTORS that you can exhibit remorse for your act of DEFILING YOUR BLOOD!! Tell us that you are sorry, and MEAN IT.!!

When you go to bed at night, REMEMBER to pray for the millions of victims LIKE ME........LIKE YOU!!!
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