Stupid me on a stupid day

I wish I could see your face when you walk into this empty space.
The space where your left me… the space where you killed me...
I’m looking at you… and everyday I hope that someone would discover that secret that you kept from them all of these days.
I’m crying everyday because I miss what I had before we meet that day.
Just a stupid stunt you did cause me my whole life before I had a chance to live it my own way.
If I had a chance to go back and do it all again I would have never took that chance that I did that rainy day...
Stupid me on a stupid day...
I can only sit here and watch as you live day to day..
Although I try to remember the good old days..
My eyes starts getting weak and then I remember that crazy day.
It was my fault I was responsible for that day..
I was the one who was supposed to say no when you said lets go away.
I remember your laugh… I remember your smile.
I remember everything about you… but I just can’t remember the good old times.
Why did it have to end this way?
Was my life supposed to end this way?
Was I supposed to play that fool?
Stupid me on a stupid day…
I wish I wasn’t going away..
I miss everything… I’m missing my 18th birthday..
I’m alone in a room..
I’m looking out a barbed wire window.
The moon is the only thing I have now besides my very one room with the newspaper clippings reminding me what I have done.
Stupid me on a stupid day…
Its funny how my life turned out this way…