Singing with heart part 5

Part 5

“It’s because I want to see you" his words still echoing on my ears. Even after an hour. Yeah, that's means I couldn't sleep. It just bugged me and yet it was not really bugged me. Back then I really wanted to say me too! Yet my pride didn't allow it. So I just said "oh". So simple, one word and it's killing me now. Why I couldn't say that ridiculous 2 words.
I got up and picked another plain white paper. This time I took a pen too. I wrote his name on the corner of the paper. I look at it, didn't know how long, just looked at it. Something was wrong with me. He was always on my mind all the time. Whenever I think about him, I always feel happy. I wanted to meet him, to talk to him. My body still remembers how it felt when I was in his arms. His heart beat, his warm, everything. I wanted to feel it again. Wait, what I think about? Am I going to crazy? It's not like I fell for him. Right? Or do I? Or do I?
"How about the song?" my manager asked in the morning. "Uh.. Perfect" yeah it was so perfect, a plain white paper or a paper with his name. "Great, we'll go to a party to night."
"Hu-uh" yeah right the song wouldn't finish at this rate. "It’s an opening party for a new hospital. The one who built the hospital was a very famous man who has many hospitals all around the world. You must associate with his son. It would be a great gold mine to dig for. You must make a good impression then go to the father and mission complete." he explained and I'm not care, at all. "But, don't you dare to fall for anyone, it's a very good time to shine, don't you dare to destroy it" he warned me and I felt a butterfly on my stomach.
And now, I am entering the hall party. I wore a light blue dress down to my knee. I let my hair down to my back naturally. I just putted a light make up. My manager walked by my side with his dark brown suit.
A soft music filled the hall. I saw many people dance in the middle of the hall. But I just pay my mind on the corner of the hall where all liquors stay still. When my manager left my side I began my way to the liquors. But, to my luck, a waiter came with wine. I took one and took a sip of it. Just in a ball like this I could have it. So, let’s not waste it. It's not like I love liquors, I just wanted to be a rebel sometime.
"Phantom!" that was my manager, I tried to ignore him. "This is Kent Hoberson" I just turned around so fast and almost fall. There he was standing in front of me with my manager.
My manager left me with him. I was so nervous. I always avoid his face. My god, I hope he didn't recognize me. "What’s your name" he said with that smile. "Phantom" my nervous meter was rising. "No, I want to know your real name" his smile grew and so was my nervous. "Just call me phantom"
"I see" what he knew about? My god, my panic grew every second. "May I have the dance?"
"No!" I said spontaneously. "Isn’t that rude?" he smiled. I didn't know what to say. "Didn’t you already learn manner" he said again. "What are you, my teacher?" I said sarcastically. "But I already told you"
"and who are you? Why I have to..." I looked at him, shocked. He just smiled and said "you should have learned manner don't you?"
"How?"
"My eyes still good. I can't be fooled just by wigs and glasses"
"since when?" he looked at me confusedly and me, lost my words. I felt so many butterflies on my stomach. The idea of he knew me for all the time scared me. Was he knew it from the first time? Was he known that I am a singer?
"Since when?" he snapped me out from my thought. "Since when you know it?" I look everywhere but not to him. "Since the first time" his words sunk in my heart. I couldn't say a word, my eyes were stinging, and I couldn't think anything. I look at him, I wanted to slap him with all my strength, and if it wouldn’t hurt him I could use a chair or something. I felt hurt in my chest and I wanted him to felt it too.
"Eh… Are you ok" his voice was full of concern. So, I glared to him. Now on I wish glares can kill. "No! I hate you!" I said no more than whispered but with a very dangerous tone. "What I did wrong?"
"All of them! It such a misfortune that I met you! I hope I never met you!" and then I realized a tear had escaped from my eyes. So, I ran to the door and left him. I'm lucky that no one looked at us before, or I would be the goner for sure. But somehow I didn't care. Now I'm feeling so hurt, tears flowed raggedly on my cheek and I couldn't stop it. I ran and ran. Didn't care anymore, I just let my feet to bring me anywhere as long I am alone. I need to, so I could scream and cry like I wanted to. Go to a peaceful place where I'm Serena, just Serena not Phantom. I hate her, I hate phantom.

End part 5


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