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One man's journey to find the way home |
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I am an American Baptist ordained minister. I began my life journey in Massachusetts, where I was called to help people understand what it meant to know a loving God. The call came during a time when I was wrestling with how to help my brother Kurt, who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia during my high school years. I was a new Christian by my senior year following trying to understand what it meant for me to care about a person like my brother who others tended to stay away from. After twenty three years in Massachusetts, God sent me to the land of Kansas City where I spent about 35 years of my life. I was a pastor, a resident chaplain, a supervisor in training and most recently a caregiver and security. Everything I have done vocationally has been with God in mind. That does not mean that I am totally comfortable with all the movings of the Spirit. I am now in Erie where I do not know very many people. I came here because of my wife. She is from Erie and coming here was the right thing to do. It just plain made sense. My kids had grown up. I did not like Kansas city in terms of climate and was looking forward to a change. I had become very frustrated vocationally and longed to come to Erie to get a second opinion, because I honestly believed that was what God had wanted for me. I left behind kids and grandkids who I loved!!!! I had two jobs that I enjoyed. They were both very appreciative of my skills and I was making more money with the two jobs than I ever had. I heard more than once. ARE YOU CRAZY? Well I can only say that I am in love with God's leading. I am starting all over again. It has not been easy. Maybe some of you can offer me some words of support. I am lonely despite the fact my wife is with me. She battles depression and has two siblings that are having similar battles. When it is all said I am in a depressed community with a depressed wife and her family. So I begin the conversation.... WELCOME!! |
| I am holding on line to find about social security. It is probably a waste of time When I hear they will take out 158 dollars without blinking an eye, it scares me. I pray I am not trapped in some way. It helps to know the questions to ask. I am a bit afraid going forward. There is nothing I can do nothing about it. Yesterday |
| I have about 6 weeks to finish the year. Funds trickle slowly. I am looking for big 1200 dollar wallop in next couple days that will put me under a thousand for the first time in a while. It is not preventable. Whatever happened to people. I splash into today with this in mind. |
| I never am sure how I do it. It must be God's grace. I currently watch football waiting for 3pm splash!! Then after dinner the 7pm splash and shift is over. Be with me God. |
| Friday 13 and two more days to survive aong tired week. I need a vacation now more than ever. Be with me God. Especially knowing I made my goal of 50,000 for year. |
| Organizing is hard work. It is worth it. I was able to get thru most of a to do list. I found my wife's smart phone under papers galore. There were pens calendars, money and gift kinds of stuff and of course dust. I survived my wife's wrath which was fleeting. I even cleaned her car. I am deciding faith can move mountains. |
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