Pain

Everyday i stay on this earth
it only gets worse and worse,
I feel like im sick and im dying
I feel like im under a curse.
I feel like screaming, and crying , and
pulling out all of my hair,
I feel like dragging someone down with me
into the darkness of my despair.
I feel like running, and jumping
off a bridge into the unknown,
I feel like im slowly sinking
and no one can hear my moans.
I feel like i cant breathe although
my lungs are full of air,
I feel like im silently dying and
that no one even cares.
I feel that my ends drawing closer ,but theres
one thing im sure that i'll do,
and that is to leave my heart open and
share all of my pain with you.