Portrait pt 2

you think im proud of me who im becominig to be. you have know idea this is not what my life is supposed to be but it was easier said than done. its like im sitting, waiting watching my life slowly fading and dying away. living now for no one but me and i would think i was enough but its hard when you have no one to believe that you could do anything. its feels like their all sitting , waiting watching me to fail so i start to believe them because its not enough for them to support me and my dreams cause its never enough just to love me.