I want – no one!

I want it to rain so my tears won’t be seen,
I want to dance so people will be fooled and not see my pain,
I want my voice to be filled with songs so no one can hear my screams,
I want my heart to bounce with joy so no one can see the sorrow that lies within,
I want to love so no one can see my longing desire to be loved,
I want to be strong so no one can see I am weak.

I want, but what do I need,
I long, but what is necessary,
I crave, but what is satisfactory,
I hope, for that is all I can do!