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Rated: 18+ · Poetry · Young Adult · #1717136
this is about my ex and the girl he left me for and how angry i felt when that happened
Baby, I love you,

And I've believed,

Everything...

You've told me,

Like a stupid fool,

Even if they were lies,

Even if they were true,



I still love you...

God knows I do,

But I can't trust you,

Especially because you,

Still talk to...

Your ex Tiffany,

Normally, I would,

NOT be mad...

But this b**ch,

Is trying to...

Destroy what...

You & me have,



She's trying to break me,

She's trying to get inside my head,

She's so d**n sneaky and evil...

Like the devil or a snake,

She'll do whatever it takes,

To get you to have sex with her,

To make me not love you,

To make me break up,

With you for good...



She's calling me dumb,

She's calling me names,

I know I'm not...

Like b**ch and slut,

She's getting to me...

Maybe I should just,

Leave you alone...

Like she said...

Maybe she will make,

You happier...

Since she's willing,

To have sex with you,

While I'm determined,

To stay a virgin...



Just let HER be with you,

Cause right now...

As much as I love you,

I can't trust you...

As much as I want,

To trust you...

As much as I love you,

With all my heart,

Maybe it's best,

We grow apart...



I've caused you,

A lot of pain...

Maybe this love,

Is in vain...

Things won't,

Be the same...

Without you,

Being in my life,

Brandi is right...

I haven't known,

You that long...

So...how can I trust you?



I'm stronger and more loyal,

Than Tiffany EVER will be!!

Cause I can be alone,

And she can't...

She hates to be single,

And I can be single,

And I love it!!!

I rather be single,

Than unhappy...



With all this drama & fights,

I'm ready to give up this war,

Surrender and let her win...

You are worth fighting for...

But I'm not fighting over you,

With some dumb girl...

It's a waste of valuable,

Time out of my precious life,

It's just not gonna happen...



I cried and felt sorry for you,

Cause I loved you...

I had no choice but,

To break up with you!!!

Cause my father disapproved!!

Tiffany might love to disobey,

Her parents' wishes and make,

Them disappointed & anger with her,

But I love my parents,

My flesh and blood...

Too much to break their rules,

Plus I didn't want my dad,

To send you to jail...

Cause I care about you,

WAY too much to let that happen!!!

Or bring him to shame anymore...

Or have his mom send him,

To live with his dad in Monroe!!!



I still do love you,

But I can't trust you,

With Tiffany as ur friend,

That might make me sound,

Insecure and scared...

But I don't care...

Cause God is on my side,

And Tiffany is messing,

With a child of God...

And God will take,

Care of her...

And take revenge on her,

WAY BETTER THAN I CAN!!



So let her say and do,

What she wants...

She won't break me,

I'm super strong...

I've been wronged before,

I can take whatever,

She throws at me...



I'm willing to let you go,

Cause it's hard to trust you,

I'm confused...

All these secrets,

You keep from me...

All these lies,

You hide from me...

I think it's best,

I let you go...

Before you and I,

Get hurt anymore...



It's best I let go,

And let God take,

Care of my heart,

Let God have the,

Key to my heart,

Cause right now...

It is locked...

You no longer,

Have the key,

To my fragile heart,

I bet that will make,

Tiffany very happy...



Just to let her know,

I'm strong b**ch!!!

I'm stronger than,

She will EVER be!!!

Trust me!!!

She will NEVER,

Be as good as me!!!

That's why Keith,

Chooses ME over,

YOU, Tiffany!!!



So keep talking...

They are only words,

Words that no longer,

Hurt me anymore...

I'm going to fly,

High in the sky,

And another great guy,

Will catch me when I fall,

Keith dropped YOU!!!

And left you for ME!!

A REAL woman...

A real, intelligent,

Independent, sweet,

Funny, lovely, beautiful,

God fearing girl who loves,

Him heart and soul...

Who would NEVER intentionally,

Hurt him and cheat on HIM!!

The lowest thing a girl,

Could EVER do...

Did you really, truly love him?

OR did you want to have sex,

With him and be done with him?

Hmmm...I wonder...

And you call me the slut?

That's some funny s**t!!



I've stood up for my man!!

I've been loyal and true!!

I would NEVER cheat on him!!

And he would NEVER cheat on me!!!

I've been his Rock...

The girl HE goes to,

When he's sad and blue,

When he has problems with you!!

And you miss that communication,

Don't you sweetie?

Boo hoo...I don't feel,

One ounce of sympathy for you,

All that went out the window,

When you called me names...

Trying to break me,

And my baby Keith up!!



You can take him...

If you want him...

But IF and that's a BIG IF,

He takes you back...

Sweetie...just face facts,

He will NEVER love you,

As much as he loves me!!
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