Dog Is God

I sit so long doing nothing
Trapped in my head
Thoughts run away and things aren't there
There is no door
I burned my bed
This room has an odor
Like something's dead
I made this room
Barred and black
With a touch of red
Rocking back and forth in the corner
With a demon on my back
And bites on my legs
From attacks in the night

When the silence gets loud
And after twelve
My skeletons come out
And no one hears me scream for help
I have to do drugs to feel love
And drink too much when it's not enough
Confused in my thinking
I begin speaking to myself
And trick my mind into being someone else
So I'm not alone and happy as can be
I don't care if my friends are enemies
They will die
I hate my dad
We will fight
My mom is gone
I miss my mom
It's just me and my dog
My dog can talk
He is God
I am confined and secure
Inside these four walls