Shawn

I'm dead
But I'm still alive.
The day you died,
I died a little bit inside.

You are gone,
Never to be seen again.
Only in my dreams
Will you be there.

As I move on with my life,
I look through the past,
Our best moments,
And the worse moments.

You remembered our convos?
The time you thought I wasn't a bitch
When everyone else thought I was?
The argument who is better,
Simpsons?
American Dad?
Family Guy?
I remember.

Do you remember our fights?
Do you see me fighting to forget our last fight?
The one that ended our friendship forever?
I do.

I remember the car accident like it was yesterday.
I wish you were here next to me.
I wish we can rewind back March.
I would take back everything.

Now you are gone,
You never graduated,
You never went to college.

Now here we are.
I'm graduated,
I'm in college,
And I will never forget you.

I wish I was in the car instead of you.
I can't handle the pain.
The aching,
Yanking at the heart,
Until I can't bear it anymore.

But I am going to stay,
I'm going to fight the pain,
I will move on with my life,
Because I know you would want me to.

There is no use for goodbye,
Because even though I want to,
I don't deserve to say goodbye.

So I will say,
Farewell my friend,
Until we meet again
I will always remember you.