Sleepless Nights

I be havin’ sleepless nights…………….

Mind racing faster than a NASCAR racer when he sees green lights.

So much to say, but so little outlets to use.

The music, the woods, & these poems are my muse.

Processing a lot of feelings that need to be addressed.

Whilst staying true to the mission, gotta alleviate stress.

Standing proud in my resolve, giving life my absolute best.

The universe truly can build obstacles to put your skills to the test.

& I’m as impatient as time itself with wanting to achieve success.

Fuck some fame, give me my fortune & privacy; you can keep the rest.

Not ashamed of the choices I’m making as I’m climbing upward to high quality.

The road is lonely, & Ion want the wrong ones following me.

I had some skeletons inside my closet, & Ion know if no one knows it.

So, before they place me in that cremator & burn me, I had to expose it.

Word to Eminem for the 2 lines above.

Never bitin styles, just a passionate songwriter who always shows love.

When the day turns dark, & the night comes.

The past cuts deep like a knife run.

Bringing myself back to the present moment, revenge on my forefront.

Till my higher quality being reminds me of the greatness that is to come.

If I focus on what’s important for me in this present moment.

Working hard to put my ducks in a row; I’mma showman.

Performing amazing works of art for the world to witness.

Crafting my skills & my body cause it’s a temple of fitness.

I be so excited to execute the plans in a way where I get the results that I’m working for.

Placing myself higher in this world than I’ve seen before.

Didn’t feel worthy of it, cause the poverty was hittin home.

Indoctrinated since birth to have Imposter Syndrome.

Till I read a book by Dr. Joseph Murphy that change my life.

Started harnessing The Power of My Subconscious Mind.

& realizing life was a manifestation of my thoughts on a daily basis.

Never a victim, just my circumstances, I knew I could change em.

& I feel so free, embracing the thoughts that race through my brain.

Don’t make sense to many, but I know ways to keep me sane.

Midnight thoughts & dreams to the stars are truly my saving grace.

I peacefully close my eyes to rest knowing that I’ll wake up brave.

- Maãlík