Caves

I'll crawl into a cave,
And in a million years...
They'll find a pile of dust.
I don't think anyone
Would even notice.
But they'll find me
With spiders spinning glistening webs
Where I used to lay so silently.
I don't think anyone even cares.
So I'll wipe my eyes,
and hide in caves.
The darkness is more comforting
Than anyone ever could be.
Even though I know,
this will take me life,
I'd rather die...
Than live my nightmare out.
It's like a fang,
sinking deep within my skin.
It's filled with venom,
Which I know will kill me,
But I'd rather die,
Than live my nightmare out;
Spend another second with you.
When I crawl into the cave,
I'll bring not a thing with me.
Nothing but the cold I feel
Deep within myself.
You've all hurt me so much
I can only feel pain.
Death is but welcoming.
It's a cure for me.
Darkness surrounding,
It only closes in,
suffocates me.
But that's okay,
I'm waiting for it to take me in,
I'm waiting to be swallowed
By this unforgiving pain.
I'm waiting until the day
When I'm but a pile of dust
And all you'll remember me by
Is the hurt you caused me.
but you won't care.
No one will.
You'll forget who i was.
And what i was.
Death was welcomed,
and it came.
I would have rather died,
Then spend another day with you.
I would have rather crawled
Into an empty cave,
With only darkness and pain
As company
Then live another day
In my nightmare.