My True Soul

What would be the proper punishment?

{c: blue}Whoever tries to hide something like Pamprin/Midol should be punished. I hate it. I've had cramps so bad the last 2 days that I can barely eat anything without feeling sick for 2 hours afterwards. I finally found the pampring today. N I tried to go on without it. For the first day or so.. I can't, I have to have it. I haven't been ill really tho. I just haven't felt good.

Manda, lol, she told me that I could go do the same birth control someone she knows is on and just totally skip having to deal with that time of the month, but that the shots hurt. I think I'll just deal. I'm just happy I haven't gotten a backache yet. But however, I think it's amusing, she had a nice long time of 6 weeks and now? Hahaha, she has to suffer like me... every 28 days. Yes, I know that's like perfectly normal... n that for it to be EXACTLY as it's "supposed" to be is very weird... it gets aggravating.

Manda also mentioned her sister turning 18 this Novemeber. That... whoa. That seems so wrong. Of course, that's probably cause I've only known her since... she was... 9? Yeah, something like that. Omg. I've known her half her life! Sarah's turning 18... oh... god... next month. Hahaha. So weird. Oh well. I'll be 20... that's still odd to me. But the only thing I'm looking forward to is being able to tease my friends who are the same age but a few months younger. First time Manda says something silly, I'm just gonna do this exasperated voice and say "ugh, teenagers!" lol. Why with her? She's 2 weeks younger... n if I do it with someone else, they might think I really mean it when I don't at all. =P Tisn't all bout age, bout maturity. =P

Okay, so I have a lot of thinking to do. I do mean a lot. And I told myself I would have some sort of solution by tomorrow afternoon. I may extend that to tomorrow evening. But alas. I also need to get up and make an appointment to get my hair cut. It's flippin long n buggin me. And I think I'm gonna take Manda's advice n see if they'll thin it... it's so thick... gah. Alright. Hope everyone who reads this has a great weekend!