The Snowflake Chronicles

What's Going On?

OK, I don't know what's going on today. I feel down ... I am surround in a mist that hides the problem ... I don't know if it is because I am depressed or worried. I feel as if I could cry but now tears come. Let's see ... I know what I didn't do today maybe that is the problem. I could simply be feeling sorry for myself. This sound depressing. Maybe what I need/should (need sounds so needy)

Let's see if writing will change my mood. I have to leave in a few minutes or as soon as the dryer stops running. Have to go after cat food (fed them one today, but it was wet food and Spot doesn't like wet food). Have to mail the house payment. Maybe I'll stop some place and get something absoluty sinful.

I get into a mood like this every so often, it usually means I am about ready to make some type of change or do something stupid. Maybe I'm being too negative. Think before I get back on I'll say some prayers and read scriptures. I'll start reading Tablets of the Lord of Host again. Where did I leave off? I'm going to have to start putting markers in the book when I put it down.

I guess I've rambled on long enough, besides the dryer just stopped.