Go Ahead and Ask Me

am I a depressive?

i'm just confused because I came home from work last night. I hadn't been abused by customers or coworkers. I didn't have anything wrong with me.

But as soon as i got in the apartment i fell on the couch and sobbed.

I don't know what my deal is. Most of my closest friends have cried to me before, but I've hardly cried to anyone before. I cry silently at 3am. I do it on my couch while my cold roommates sleep. I do it only alone. When I'm with people, i perk up enough to not NEED to cry.

So much for my farce.