Wheel of Fortune

XII--St. Blandina--the Hanged One

This is one of my least favorite cards--the Hanged Man. But this is how I feel right now--and this is the card I've chosen!

I want to thank those readers of my blog who have commented and responded to my infrequent postings----your comments are most appreciated--and encourage me to continue, however infrequently.

Work becomes more and more of a trial---which is why I am feeling like St. Blandina--the Hanged one---bound by my heels and hanging upside down!

The interpretation of the card is suffering or an uncomfortable situation--but one that is often for our good or betterment in the end.

All I know is that I need a way out of my current work situation--and resigning isn't an option. David and I need my salary and my medical benefits.

I have been praying, doing self Reiki treatmens, meditating, and working with visualization. I just feel stuck , bound, and hanging upside down.

I'm going to work more with this card and see what other potential insights it offers---because it sure does apply to my current life situation.

Fortunately, my carpal tunnel surgery went well and I am already noting a marked improvement in symptoms. Finally seeing a primary MD tomorrow and hopefully will be resolving other health issues, as well.

I need some hope on the job front, however.....so long for now, the blood is rushing to my head....

Blessings!