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Writing Difficulties

Jamál (Beauty), 16 Jalál (Glory), 168 BE – Sunday, April 24, 2011 about 5:45 PM Pacific Time

I am having difficulties writing. I learned something today, that if I just starting writing on a subject the words come. The usually come anyway, right now I am running out of words, but I expect that to end if I just keep pushing myself.

I have to complete another piece tonight, so I do not think I will get any reviews done. That is my own fault because I did not push myself last week, at least not when it came to writing. My mornings are full and for some reason I cannot write in the morning any more. I cannot start writing anything until afternoon. I am not sure why, I used to be able to write in the morning and have to push myself in the afternoon.

Now I have to push myself to do any writing. When I do attempt to write in the morning, it is like walking through a thick fog. In the afternoon is easier because the fog clears a little bit, but it is not as easy to write as it used to be. I do not know what the problem is; it could be stress or it could be that I just do not look forward to getting up in the morning.

I will have to figure out what the problems is latter because now I have to go see why Mom is crying. After I determine what her problem is and take care of it, I have to finish the last piece of writing I need to do today.