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I know I shouldn’t give up

Istiqlál (Independence), 5 Kamál (Perfection), 167 BE – Thursday, August 4, 2011 about 8:20 PM Pacific Time

It is Thursday evening in Las Vegas. I am seriously thinking of giving up attempting to get a premium membership and purchasing 12-month upgraded membership. I know I should not give up, but this evening that is what I am considering. I may change my mind tomorrow; things always look brighter in the morning.

Lately, sunset seems to make me sad. I want to give up at sunset and I am not sure why. Perhaps it is the darkness or perhaps every thing just seems darker at night. I will decide before August 31, what I am going to do. I have attempted two times to get a premium membership and each time I have had to go back to an upgraded membership.

They say that the third time is the charm, so perhaps I will try one more time. I the past few months things have been difficult, they are getting easier; at least with Mom because she goes to the adult daycare center five days a week. While Mom is at the center, I can get out of the house and do some business.

I have not been to a movie in a long time. I have not been out to eat in about three or four months. Maybe I need to go out and have some fun, go to a movie or a restaurant; perhaps that would change my outlook.