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Just got the best surprise in a long time...from an anonymous person. |
| Today i woke up on time, but i wasn't feeling like myself. This has been happening a lot lately, i don't know what's going on. I've avoided anything that will make me look at myself and wonder what i have become.today however things turned out different. I decided to check out my writing.com account and there it was...The one thing i have been working for, wanting so bad but it was beyond my reach. I received an upgraded membership from an anonymous person. Maybe for some people its not something big, but come on, i can now set up the blog I have always wanted to. So now no more excuses, no more lying to myself and procrastinating day after day. This is my chance to do something, not for the sake of doing it but because i love it. Welcome everyone, i am so excited just wish you could see my face. This is even better than my CAT results yesterday. This is way above stealing candy from the jar as a kid. That was fun, no doubt about it but its a new beginning that i am ready for (i think). And for what its worth i am really grateful to the person who sent me this. I owe you. Watch this space |
| Sorry I wasn’t able to talk yesterday. For some reason I just felt overwhelmed by everything….books, classes, the nominations. I think at some point it was just all too much for me to handle. I can’t go on like this, waking up everyday not sure how to pick myself up. I keep wishing that someone would show me how to not mess up again guess that’s something I have to figure out myself. My head was spinning from the time I woke up, I moved from class to class feeling like I was in a daze. I don’t really know much of what happened yesterday. Maybe I was just tired and I needed a break am glad at lest I made it home in one piece. Today is a new day and I want to make the best of it. My mum has been travelling this past week. She comes home today. Can’t wait to see her. Same goes for my dad who I have no idea where he is but I got a feeling I shouldn’t be worried about him. Things will get better, I hope they will…they have to. It’s the only thing keeping me going right now. Oh and be the way my dog Kismet said hi. He’s become so big I don’t know what he’s eating…I should put him on a diet. Don’t want him developing a weight problem. |
| I shouldn’t feel suffocated by my colleagues but sometimes I do. I take a look around everyday and I can’t help but wonder what changed. There were times when people stood up for one another…now all I hear is me, me, me, when will it all stop? Some people say that in the world we’re living in, it’s everyone for himself and God for us all. I want to join in sometimes but I know better than that. If its something life has taught me is that, no victory is sweet if in the end all you’ve got is an empty life, alone with nothing to do, no one to call…… to celebrate with, no one to go home to. It’s true that at times we do have to fight for ourselves, to fight for what we believe in…to fight to be heard. But who has to get hurt in the process before you realize you can not alone move the world. I am really pissed off that’s why I stood up and said something I’ve always wanted to. It’s not right to boo other people down because they share a different opinion. Everyone deserves a chance to be heard. Even those quiet types who can not shout like the rest of you deserved to be heard. And for once am ashamed to call myself part of a group where decisions are made by the loudest and rowdiest. I am ashamed to be part of a group where everyone only thinks of themselves and the rest of could pretty much be non existent. After all who wants to listen to the cry of the minority few? I can’t do much about it but I pray that people realize that what goes around comes around. Today it was our turn, next time it will be them in our position and you know what……we’ll give them a chance, even if they didn’t. Winning sometimes means slowing down to help someone along the way. |
| It’s not yet 11 a.m and I’ve already been late for two classes. Good thing though, I don’t have any more classes so I have some time to get my act in order. I would have preferred it if they told me yesterday that I don’t have classes from 10.00, that way I would have made plans to make some plans. A movie will probably keep me busy till lunchtime but to tell you the truth am not in the mood, I just want to go swimming but its really cold so am stuck in my room with nothing to do, no where to go and no one to talk to. Of my two best mates, Nate has classes till afternoon while Angela is off for a date with some guy. Did I tell you I wore a dress yesterday- if 3min counts- but hey, every journey starts with the first step. Haven’t worn one in a long time…at least not since I got confirmed. Not that I have anything against dresses, most people would say am a tom boy in my defense growing around lots and lots of dudes does that to you. Anyway am trying to get my groove back and who else better to help me but my two very dedicated mates. Sometimes I think am too much for them to handle but they’ve stuck with me this far so I guess it’s up to me to not let them down. That’s just the thing with friends, they are always there for you, taking each step with you and when you think you’ve messed up really bad, they show you that all is not lost. They help you pick the pieces and hold your hand as you fix each piece back. After all what are friends for? |
| Today i woke up on time, but i wasn't feeling like myself. This has been happening a lot lately, i don't know what's going on. I've avoided anything that will make me look at myself and wonder what i have become.today however things turned out different. I decided to check out my writing.com account and there it was...The one thing i have been working for, wanting so bad but it was beyond my reach. I received an upgraded membership from an anonymous person. Maybe for some people its not something big, but come on, i can now set up the blog I have always wanted to. So now no more excuses, no more lying to myself and procrastinating day after day. This is my chance to do something, not for the sake of doing it but because i love it. Welcome everyone, i am so excited just wish you could see my face. This is even better than my CAT results yesterday. This is way above stealing candy from the jar as a kid. That was fun, no doubt about it but its a new beginning that i am ready for (i think). And for what its worth i am really grateful to the person who sent me this. I owe you. Watch this space |
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