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| Day 7 it really does not feel that way. Today I get boxes to go through and repack for storage. Some of them I will be taking with me but not a lot. I need to get the bike into the shop for storage but need to go through boxes first so I make sure everything is together and not scattered. Just yesterday going through books I found a mess of electronics and hidden in the middle of all that was break pads. Break pad that were brand new still in the wrapping. I wonder what other surprises I have hidden in boxes. I can say one box will be the memorial box to my dad his wife and their cats. I just dont know what I am going to do with them all.if I do an honoring alter I know I need containers for each individual and their picture. But I do have one container I dont know who it is. I can guess only do to how long dad had the container but I might have who it is off. I say this because of a trip one cat went missing and I was told she ran off. But with that in mind the container might just hold my first cat. I dont know. But as I sit here writing I recall one person that might have been told simply because I know my dad tried to hook me up with him. Ah, how time flies. Just remember to do yourself a favor and keep your documents all together. When the time comes for you to leave as lest you know they will be able to figure out where it is to all go then. |
| Still not really feeling all that is going on but I can say I'm hanging on here. It does not feel that way but I am. Each thing moved is an other step forward. each step forward is a little less I have to do tomorrow. I found a staging point for my dad's bike so that it can find a new home. the money from that will go into his account so that I don't make a mistake with the estate. Any thing I sell is going into his accounts till I am done with all of this. It feels wrong to do so, but this will save me a big head ache come next years taxes for that can come out of his accounts to cover what I am getting from him. God, I am trying to do the right thing. if all else fails at lest by putting the money into the account if anyone or thing comes looking for it my accounts will be free of it. Not counting possible storage fees for things I cannot get into his storage. |
| Still not really feeling all that is going on but I can say I'm hanging on here. It does not feel that way but I am. Each thing moved is an other step forward. each step forward is a little less I have to do tomorrow. I found a staging point for my dad's bike so that it can find a new home. the money from that will go into his account so that I don't make a mistake with the estate. Any thing I sell is going into his accounts till I am done with all of this. It feels wrong to do so, but this will save me a big head ache come next years taxes for that can come out of his accounts to cover what I am getting from him. God, I am trying to do the right thing. if all else fails at lest by putting the money into the account if anyone or thing comes looking for it my accounts will be free of it. Not counting possible storage fees for things I cannot get into his storage. |
| So much going on. Yet time seams to stand still when I try to do anything just to look up and have the day gone. If it had not been for a friend coming over I would have never gotten as much done today. I sat there looking though boxes trying to figure out if things where needed just to look up and find i did nothing. My dear friend on the other hand swept through finding garbage and other things to clear out. Yeah a few things might go missing i wanted but in the long run it is probably for the better. I just wish it felt right to do this........ No.... No i don't. It's just so much to take in that I'm sinking in my own thoughts. I'm missing paperwork i need to find but i think that might be becouse it might not be at this location. Yes I feel guilty not being here for him. Sadly, I could say it was fair play. But, it will never feel that way. There was a time I needed his help and I just got pushed away. Here recently I was in such a deep hole inside I was not able to reach out. Grant it 300 miles apart does not help at all. |
| Morning friends, This is the 2nd day since my dad passed away. I have started getting the legal papers ready though at this time a lot of my hold up is the fact I'm now waiting on the state to get their docs together and send me that paper work. I figure what I can do is start with going through things to see what the paper work says is do. If I sell anything unless it is to pay rent deposit it into one of my dads accounts so that that money is linked to him and so that I can have a paper trail later. |
| Things come and things go. Alaska standard time about 7:30 pm my dad passed away. I got word to late to be able to be at his bed side for those final moments. Though he is gone I know someone out there is lucky to have a new child that I pray will be as gental as I remember my dad. I know it's odd to say, but this comes at an odd time. I went to work early to get a bit of training done before I was scheduled to work the floor. I walk into the store and greeted the cashier just to find out she was her sisters ride to the hospital. Her sister was in labor. I raced to put my stuff away so she could get free and take care of her sister. So today as one life come into this world an other one passes. You will always be remembered. Love you dad. |
Trials ahead of me. This will not be an easy path I take next but I know that in the long run it will do me good. I have been offered a spot in the managers training program that will start soon at my work. the only thing is that I have never been given the openings to do my standard training because of how busy we have been. With that said my boss cut my floor hours back and has it set up for me to inform her when i am doing the needed catch up work in my non scheduled times so I do get paid and ma on a different clock for it. I have like 10 courses to do that I know of and that is just the starting collection before the training begins. I know I got this. It has been a long time coming for someone to notice what I do without thinking about it is in a managers mind set already. Grant it I was taught how to take that control and hold ti if needed. But that's what I get for being raised by a mother that was in charge of several different companies as I was growing up. In fact one company I watched here redo the whole office structure to fit the company's needs. I here have been known to take lead on things when we have new hires so that the managers can do the things they are needed for around the store. |
| Well, I knew that one of my managers was grooming to become a manager or at lest go into management training in the coming months. With that being said, I took it as just an opening to basically become team lead of my department. Well, I got pulled into the office by my gm and offered the opportunity to start training to become a manager. That really dose mean they will make time for me to get all my local level training done as well. I'm nearly a year behind because I never have relief so I can study. And it's not like like can take the program home to work on. I was not sure I really wanted this till I talked with the one I want to be with. It was like because I knew it would be good for me I was uneasy till he agreed that it would be wise. Then it was a shift in thinking I was not expecting me to feel comfortable with. Yet, here I am trying to plan each section out,so I can do this as fast as I can to be ready for the classes to start. |
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