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Whew! Life! It's time to get down and let her rip! |
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{f:comic} It's time to get SERIOUS. I haven't been writing due to life but I know now if I let life stand in the way of my talent I will loose it. I have to write or read about writing. I have to hand write in journals. I have to be active on this sight. I need to read the literature I want to write! We all have to get with the program or get off the speed boat of life. |
| I keep wondering what am I going to do with my life. I feel out of control and old at times until I find out that Anthony Hopkins is 48 and then I think, "Hey, I look pretty good for my age. I wrote a piece of Erotica; something I had never tried before. I don't think I did that bad. I also won a prize for a letter I wrote for my ex husband. I had to do the thing over and over again. I felt like I did when I was married to him like I was on a Merry Go Round. That's life. Life is stranger than fiction as the new contest says! |
| Here we go again; my weight is out of control. I may be an artist by bing at home and writing, painting, and crafting but the pounds pile on before I knew it! Fourty pounds creeped up on me from one summer to the next fall! That's what happens when you don't use the scales. Don't listen to others--get on the scale and weigh once a week. Well, I go to bed, again, late, and depressed! |
| Here we go again; my weight is out of control. I may be an artist by bing at home and writing, painting, and crafting but the pounds pile on before I knew it! Fourty pounds creeped up on me from one summer to the next fall! That's what happens when you don't use the scales. Don't listen to others--get on the scale and weigh once a week. Well, I go to bed, again, late, and depressed! |
| Happiness evaded me today. I hate to waste my days on earth just laying on the couch so wrapped up in depression. I think it is the inablity of me as a mother, cannot save my son from what goes on in prisons. It hurts me to the core when I accept a call from him and then hurt for weeks. I don't have excusesddsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssdsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss {c:violet: It is time for me. I need to get with it or get off the shipped. Tnnakeslklllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk |
woe is me. I am in a bind and way behind.  Anyway, I am too far behind to spend much time in writing about the loss of money to one of my children who is now probably trying to book it somewhere over the rainbow!Diane |
| Getting in depression must be much easier than getting out of it! I think sometimes we get so stuck in the rut we don't know how to dig our way out of it but we have to! Our lives aren't that long and we must live out each day to the fullest; enjoying every moment, filling up our lives with happiness. Diane |
| It excites me once again to see my writings on paper. I took too long of a break and really have to get myself caught up. I've been storytelling so many of the stories I need to write. If I don't they will be lost forver. |
| Well, I got myself out in the world and came back all beaten and banged up. What kind of world do we live in, not a kind one I must say? When has the workplace became so full of dishonesty and the need to out do everyone? I took my place among the Portrait studios during the holidays. Mine was by far great, orginal, the kind of photos everyone wanted and bought. I did well but the office manager was so dishonest she had kept a lost and found purse with what she said had no ID in it, much to my surprise when I opened it I found nearly $300 and a receipt from a doctor's clinic with a name on it. I reported it as I should have and they kept her. She was taking money without ringing it up on the register. Is she losing her job? No! She was audited 3 times! Did they let her go at Christmas? No....so I'm back to writing. I'm going to try and do photography at home. In the meantime...I've nearly divorced, I've lost my bestfriend, my Mother hates me, my son's in prison, and I've been a member since March 8, 2005. My membership runs out tomorrow so if any of you have any extra GP's you would like to get rid of would you send them my way? Thanks, Diane |
| I have missed everyone so much. I know, folks you must have thought I never existed or dropped from the face of the earth but there is a good reason. I started a wonderful job as a photographer. It is another form of art I take great pleasure in but don't worry writing is still my favorite. I'll check in every now and then but right now I am in extensive training. By journey as I journey on. |
| I guess everyone wonders where I am. I was doing a lot of ebaying so I could buy my membership up to 3 months. Met some pretty interesting people there; I guess 1 grip ass amoung about 50 customers isn't bad. I kept reminding myself: Will this matter 5 years from now? $ years? 1 minute...nope I don't think so. I feel myself healing. Sisters, I'll be back with you soon. Diane |
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