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Whew! Life! It's time to get down and let her rip! |
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Created: March 13th, 2005 at 1:12am
Modified: October 27th, 2016 at 9:26pm
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It's time to get SERIOUS. I haven't been writing due to life but I know now if I let life stand in the way of my talent I will loose it. I have to write or read about writing. I have to hand write in journals. I have to be active on this sight. I need to read the literature I want to write! We all have to get with the program or get off the speed boat of life.
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I feel drained of emotion. I don't know how i will make it another day. I feel so sleepyl I don't feel like I can get up and walk around like I have been drained of all energy living with someone who's the same way with depression. I feel they cloud my mind until it doesn't have the energy that I feel I need to have.
Diane, without energy I need, perhaps a Dr. Pepper will do it! See you, that' swhat I need! |
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Just renewed my membership. I really wanted to get a premium but I can do with an upgraded one. I try to do to many other things...like make a web page instead of staying centered on my writing which is getting side swiped by my sewing. Such is life when you are plauged with ADD. One thing leeds to another. |
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I am so mad. I am so mad. I just want to hit something.
I inheirted my Aunt's home. I am letting my Mother live there because her house is falling in. Antiques my grandmother kept in imaculate condition will soon deterate. I called my Mother today. My stove doesn't work. It's not that old but we called our very trusted repair man and he just said it wasn't a good brand. So the stove top works and I've been using a small toaster oven! My friend called and was wanting to buy a stove. I told her Mom's was just sitting in her old house she hasn't lived in, in four years! I told my husband. He said even though her stove is not a drop in that we could use it until we get in better finiancial condition. I called Mother for that stove and she said, "I'm keep my stove." She's 79 is she taking it with her? I'm her only child! For Christ's sake am I such a bad person that I am not worthy of a stove. If I had one just sitting there and saw a person that didn't have one, like my friend, I would give it to her!
I am so mad. |
April 23, 2008 at 12:37am
April 23, 2008 at 12:37am
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since I started talking with Donnie, he was like a brother/cousin to me when we were growing up. It's as if things are changing because I feel so excited that I have something besides me when our elders have all passed. Already, the ones who reared him, my Aunt and Uncle have passed. It's pretty sad when you have to go through their many items. I just don't think it feels right and I hope whom ever goes through mine will hink the same.
When someone in your past recalls the things you've forgotten and you remember things the have forgotten it just makes the clouds all go away and then as the Beatle's old song, "Here Come's the Sun" |
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It's so unusual but I found my cousin through writing.com. Long lost cousin. He was a foster cousin but a cousin just the same. It helps knowing someone who has felt the fustration that I had when I was a young girl.. We've spent fours on the phone and I am writing a story about it. Another good thing getting on writing.com has caused. Ain't it just the best? |
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It's so unusual but I found my cousin through writing.com. Long lost cousin. He was a foster cousin but a cousin just the same. It helps knowing someone who has felt the fustration that I had when I was a young girl.. We've spent fours on the phone and I am writing a story about it. Another good thing getting on writing.com has caused. Ain't it just the best? |
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I've been hunting for years for the young man, Don Lambert because he lived with my Aunt and Uncle. I couldn't believe he found me by way of writing.com. Miricles do happen on writing.com. They put into Google search my uncle's name and I had wrote about the funeral. That's how they found me. No instead of being an only child I have a sister and a brother. Isn't that wonderful and they said the best quotes to let me know who they are.
Diane |
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I visited a life long friend of my Mother's yesterday. The questions I ask were told to me in honesty but they hurt. My Aunt who passed away and left me her home and all the contents I knew had done terrible things in her youth and even after. The little boy she kept was beaten black and blue and he was only 3 years old, maybe younger. I was so ashamed to here that story. I even believe my Mother was married at the time I was born but found out I was illgetimate. Family secrets really shouldn't be kept from children because you hurt much less when you hear truth all your life instead of lies. That's one of the major things wrong with this world, the lack of truthfulness!
I've got some names for my up coming book: One Word Leads to Another or Every story as another story.
Diane |
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I wonder if I really have a bad case of depression or is the people that are around me that bring me down causing it; I would make a bet it is the later. People are not what they used to be or maybe they were like this all along. |
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husband is drving me crazy. Need I say more. Does anyone else out there have this problem or is everyone crazy in love and get along so well?
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