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One man's journey to find the way home |
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I am an American Baptist ordained minister. I began my life journey in Massachusetts, where I was called to help people understand what it meant to know a loving God. The call came during a time when I was wrestling with how to help my brother Kurt, who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia during my high school years. I was a new Christian by my senior year following trying to understand what it meant for me to care about a person like my brother who others tended to stay away from. After twenty three years in Massachusetts, God sent me to the land of Kansas City where I spent about 35 years of my life. I was a pastor, a resident chaplain, a supervisor in training and most recently a caregiver and security. Everything I have done vocationally has been with God in mind. That does not mean that I am totally comfortable with all the movings of the Spirit. I am now in Erie where I do not know very many people. I came here because of my wife. She is from Erie and coming here was the right thing to do. It just plain made sense. My kids had grown up. I did not like Kansas city in terms of climate and was looking forward to a change. I had become very frustrated vocationally and longed to come to Erie to get a second opinion, because I honestly believed that was what God had wanted for me. I left behind kids and grandkids who I loved!!!! I had two jobs that I enjoyed. They were both very appreciative of my skills and I was making more money with the two jobs than I ever had. I heard more than once. ARE YOU CRAZY? Well I can only say that I am in love with God's leading. I am starting all over again. It has not been easy. Maybe some of you can offer me some words of support. I am lonely despite the fact my wife is with me. She battles depression and has two siblings that are having similar battles. When it is all said I am in a depressed community with a depressed wife and her family. So I begin the conversation.... WELCOME!! |
| I am the least bit frustrated. It has been a long day. Lord help me to find rest amen |
| I am in turmoil. My allergies are kicking me around. I will do good to survive the night. Be with me Lord. |
| I love being well. I am still in recovery mode after feeling ill from cold. That is my fall from Grace parallel to Adam and Eve eating fruit. I am on the up. I believe this is preparing me for a marathon ahead on Saturday and Sunday. Let me see how that prepares me for life going forward. |
| Pain and suffering are inevitable. God be with me. Otherwise in relation to the God created there is no labor worth my time and energy. Who or what is worth dying and suffering for. Go grant me wisdom to use who I am to heal, help and love. It is only thru you that I can know victory. You knew this long before I was born and now in this moment I need you more than ever. |
| Yes I got past 2019, now what will happen in 2020. I am working the first day. About 250 days till bday. Who knows what happens between now and then. 7008. That is the starting amount. I seem obsessed with money. God give me strength. |
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