Confused Emotions

As I lay listening to the breaths you take and the chuckles you make,
I realize the tranquil state that you have put me in.
The silence we hear is hard for many people to bear,
but for us its our best tool of communication.
As i listen to you speak,
I ponder the question that lays deep within my heart and in my soul is this right and how am i to know?
I only know one thing for certain this lust we feel is it worth for one of us to be hurting?
I am not known to break ones heart, oh god where do i start.
I dont know what i feel all i know is this feeling is so real.
Its hard to decifer my emotions,
they are codes I am unawre of.
I have not yet decoded myself so how is it possible to love someone else?
This feeling is so unclear is it lust or is it fear;
fear of being something more and now I am afraid of having feelings no more.