I am a Christian mystic, an Occultist, a Kabbalist, and a practicing Ceremonial and Chaos Magician. I have studied religion and Esoteric Christianity for over 12 years. I am an initiated member of a "Magical Group," as well as an honorary member of a secret society that has been in existence for over 5 centuries. I consider myself to be "grey" or ambidextrous; Why anyone would want to limit themselves to the use of just one hand is an enigma to me.