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Another day another blog... I ran out of space in the other one right when I was gonna reveal the meaning of life...and now, I've forgotten what it was...so I need another blog to figure it all out... love you all   If you REALLY need to catch up on the rest of my life darlings... it's here... (well not REALLY the rest of my life, but a smidgen of my existence taken at brief intervals)
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Jaren is Avarielle   made this painting for me...** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
"Invalid Entry"  by Lorien I've always had a fascination with the monster... whether it be Beowolf or Star Wars... the 'bad guy' is allllwwaaays more interesting than the 'pure' good guy... I'm even more inclined to get behind a 'good guy' who has a quirk... Like Hans Solo... he's no saint... he's funny...he's greedy... he's a bit of a buffoon... now that's my kind of Hero... I think today's audience is too sophisticated to completely buy into the 'purity' of anyone... we know that things aren't black and white... and our response is.. 'what else is going on here' or at least it should be... |
| "Invalid Entry" by MaryLou Grizzly gyrating bones left strewn hollow-dry wind-whistled three black holes once steaming with voice and air Each tiny sponge compartment filled with gravel - corpusles forgotten skull cup full of fear-ridden hurt mixed together for your blood offering Drink the acrid sweet for release will not sooth shallow recollections of wrongs ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| {e:chuckle} there's this young guy at work...probably in his early 20's.... he's got the tattoos and the pierced lip... and he's just a real nice guy in that cooolll hip way... he's good natured... and sweet... anyway... he said he liked my music... I was playing my Ipod on the computer... and I believe I've now entered the 'relm' of being cool in the eyes of the younger generation at work... they've all started to come into the office and chat to me... it's funny... we've got some very intelligent people who are the legal staff... a few of the attorneys have much to be desired... there's a new one on the block and I get the distinct impression she doesn't like me... and yeah I'm paranoid but I'm also pretty good at catching on to female vibes especially when they feel threatened... *shrugs* LOL... |
| as I also think this way... she'd experienced some 'drama' in her life from some people. I asked her about the drama and she said she wouldn't mention any names because she didn't want others to think bad of another based on her opinion alone. Now that's maturity... |
| I had a wonderful sweet time last night... my spouse joked me out of my bad mood... he's SUCH A MAGNIFICANT BEAST OF MALENESS... I feel better...had to shout that... I had a rotten day at work... actually thinking of telling the company to take this job and shove it...*shrugs* one of the reasons I work for myself is so I don't have to be around hyper-competitive assholes who believe they are far superior to the rest of the world... I can leave... say bye-bye... etc... anyway spouse proceeded to make me feel that all is alright with the world... said they were just jealous because I got to have sex with him... and the jokes went on and on... oh yeah and they're definately jealous because I have big beautiful ta-tas... |
| Entry: "Invalid Entry" by Kendra Ahhhh yes, the ponderings of the dicotomy of the brain... the he/she thingy... me vs. you thingy... what happens if you have more than a two in your head...but in light of the prompt I'll go for the anima vs. animus... Him: I'm such a stud... you know? You got married way to young you could've had any woman you wanted and a couple more after that... I mean 'man' you wanted.. keep forgetting you're in that woman's body... *leering* and a fine body it is... Her: LOL... yeah that'd make YOU happy but it wouldn't do much for my self-esteem... not a love 'em and leave them kinda gal... Him: Yeah, that's because you 'feel' and think toooo much... much to much....sooooo boring... you need to squish those feelings and get out there and rock...*rolls eyes* you do know what that means, don't you? Her: Ahhh but you see... I don't need to resort to your kind of fun... I'm completely content with who I AM... Him: But I am a part of who you are... and if I remember rightly there were times you actually WANTED to be me... Her: Yes...then I came to my senses. |
| In response to "Invalid Entry" by mood indigo mood machinations moves her to calmly attend Kendra's Kool Kats beauty salon where she sits down to read the gossip from Mary's Mostly Meticulous Magazine for those who want to remain well informed... or not... and she sees pictures of Laart1 lovingly looking at Lorien whose luscious lips are planted on Coy Cappucine's cherry smile in an attempt to titillate the tabloids and Susannah sitting silently under a nearby dryer catches CW's colorfully chatting about Susan sinking slowly into Snow's prosperity gained from a venture with Mark who mindfully made money with Tigger's Tacos and Tostadas where Nikola naps and nods to Elisa’s eccentric eurhythmic music which keeps Katrina casually coping while the Shadow slinks stealthy into Kittara’s kitchen where Melissa's might leaves Kristy cringing and highly evolved egrets eating éclairs in front of a window. |
| just had to say that... lol... I am no longer dating... NO longer immersed in the who is fucking who thingy!!!! THANK GOD... I mean the relationships where people are sort of involved but not really but then they sleep with each other because it's like old times and it's more comfortable than some smelly sock you left behind the last time you slept with this person... whoever this person is because if you REALLY KNEW BETTER you wouldn't do it...because in the end... someone always gets hurt...they may hide...they may qualify it that it doesn't matter...they may even revel in the pain...but it hurts... it's some silly thing called 'friends with benefits' a vibrator is a better friend with benefits... *sigh* thank god... but then what do I write about?  and all that silly stuff above does make good copy... |
| Everyone knows this... we all know for a fact that the world is getting hotter... known if for a long time...but denial because frankly it was always easier to think nothing 'bad' would come of it... we NOW know that Siberia is getting warmer and all those frozen lakes are now fermenting and the methane being released is causing global warming to speed up... There's no debate left to be had... but the U.S. still does next to nothing... Someone once told me that the sun was a great 'nuclear' power source... and we don't have to worry about the waste... clean energy... this is depressing I know... I've done the only thing I can...write my congressperson..... *drip...drip...drip...* |
| I was up until 1:00 AM doing my teaching job... I procrastinated... and procrastinated... oooh lets make coffee... oooh the baby needs feeding (well that's not procrastination...but playing with her afterwards was...lol) So I wake up at 7:00 AM to go to my other job which is what I'm doing now... and yeah I'm procrastinating... so my conclusion? I'd much rather being sitting at the desk at doing the lawyering crap and get paid lots of money... and be bored... than make sooooo little and work until 1:00 AM doing boring teaching crap... I'm totally insane... completely utterly insane... it's like I'd rather piddle my time away here... than actually do teaching which could be inspiring right? That's why I'm insane... everyone else would be estatic doing what I do... LOL... except me...who's doing it... *shrugs* money isn't evil... it's my motivator. |
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