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| Well Apparently what was said in there made me think about it since I have left. I apparently will not be able to get out of this group...I was able to get out of the otyher one over trying to do this...Not just that, this one specializes in BPD, and will become my new therapist. Well I guess I have no say so in what I am doing in therapy...I am scared about this becuase I am going to have to breakdown and not hide behind everything so I do not have to face how I feel about negative items...I do nt want to have to deal with the feeling, when it used to be a pill or alcohol could help me everything go away. Now I have been crying all night about all kinds of stuff. I am so scared that I donot know now how to "validate" my feelings and become self soothing about it. I do not like to show my feelings and I started to do that when I came out of the house and was watching the wonderfull lightening. I was crying, but quickly wiped my eyes cause I did not want my neighbors to see me crying. I have alot to think about with dealing with bubby. I am actually having feelings and do not want to have to deal with the feelsing since I do not drink or pop pills anymore. Well I guess that is for next week to deal with when I am there at group. I haver to keep a daily log about my feelings and sort... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I was talking to my neighbor son, and found out that he is going back on active duty May 15th. He had a bomb explode before he had a chance to move just in case it was not completely disarmed. So his one eye has internally bleeding but he is able to go back into active duty since his last surgey was six months ago. He still has some pieces in his arm and chest. I thought he was a stoner and had not graduated from highschool! So looks are deceiving, and he is so not that...I wish him the best of luck in Iraq! He has been to afghanstan and germany. I hope that he will be able to get his tour done and get back to him mom! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
NOTE: This has been building up for a few weeks as I have gone through and look at several items that we can not really say anything about! This was not to point out one person in particular even if says that. I just had to finally say some thing about this. New ideas for groups and contest forums, can you please do me one favor!!! Can you atleast credit the person's group you have gotten the idea from....No matter waht you have borrowed... I have seen several ideas that have been rearranged so that they have a different "idea" from what the original was. Guess what!!! Just because you rearrange and idea does not mean it is yours!!! It does not mean that you are going to have as much success as the original person's idea... I am also talking about donations that you give to auctions, how you buy raffle tickets, or contest ideas...Please ask the person who started this idea. Cause it seems like others are doing it for advertising their group. Think about something, did the original person do that for advertising or to help the charities they are giving the gps to out of heart! The sad part is the one with the original idea can not say anything about it cause i thas nto be "copyrighted" but you know when they do it out of heart, atleast the ones who have changed the idea could say thank for the idea... I am not going to mention who you are and what you have done, but atleast give the person with the idea credit and a thank you for the idea! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Twelve Steps 1. We admitted we were powerless over alcohol—that our lives had become unmanageable. 2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity. 3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him. 4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves. 5. Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. 6. Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character. 7. Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings. 8. Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all. 9. Made a direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others. 10. Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. 11. Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out. 12. Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to others, and to practice these principles in all our affairs. Here's the Serenity Prayer: God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
for a friend and 1 MB given to winner by friend!!!!! Now come on and add some more to the bids!!!
Items 4,5,6 need more bids on them so that they can help Rais more GPS for RAOK!!!! Now everyone can benefit from this... Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| I sure hope that we can get more sold. I know I have not been promoting as much as I usually do. I have had alot of Real life changes going on all the time...I am going to continue to do all my stuff here on WDC! This is the only place where I keep myself from going insane... Thank Goodness for WDC!!! Otherwise sometimes I wonder what I would do... Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| having a great Easter! I am still recovering from a Furnace that the igniter went out, but now is working! The only thing is that the house is not get as warm as it should be for how cold it is outside. I have added another cnote collection in my port that was from an auction winning. All Proceeds go to the charitities list in the collection!
I will be adding another collection with the rest of the cnotes from this one! I can't wait to see what my Secret Pal has been doing for the cnote collection he or she is putting together for me!! I love all the sigs I have gotten, cnotes, raffle tickets, and everything else!!!! ((((Secret Pal))))) Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Bryce comes back into town, i have told him in a couple of voicemails that I can't do this anymore. He is out of town working which is cool, and when he comes in to town he comes and sees me. So I tell him one yahoo, which by the way, he was not going to im me. I just happen to be reviewing when he signed in. I asked him if he had the message and he said yes. I told him for sure that I could not do this anymore. I told him alot had to do with him not calling at all. Well his excuse as usual is no reception, except that does not work since I talked to him last weekend when I called him where he was at. He says he can't get to email at all. Again whatever, so why not a calling card from these really cool places called a store! He of course did not answer that, why cause I am right that he could have gotten one. So what does he say, Did you find someone that "satfyies you in bed"? WHY IS IT WHEN MEN THINK THAT YOU ARE BREAKING WITH THEM IT IS BECUASE YOU ARE SLEEPING WITH SOMEONE ELSE!!!! I TOLD HIM THAT i WAS NOT SLEEPING WITH ANYONE HAD NOT SINCE BEFORE THANKSGIVING., AND THE REASON WHY i CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE IS BECAUSE i WANT TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO THE PERSON I AM SEEING!!! CONVERSATION IS GREAT, HUGS ARE NICE, YOU KNOW IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE ABOUT SEX! HOW ABOUT CONVERSATION, FRIENDSHIP, COMPANIONSHIP! THOSE ARE ALWAYS GREAT QUALITIES TO IF YOU WANT TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP! Then goes, well maybe I am letting work get in the way, You think, since I have not seen him in 2 months cause he has been out of town and out of state WORKING! The funny part is that, he knows that Ty and I bestfriends too. I told him that we were only friends cause everytime I cross over the friend line into more, I loose that person as a friend. Told him that Ty wants to go past that but I will not becuase He and Linda are the onlyones that I can talk about anything too. Guess Bryce is a little intimidated maybe because I can be "friends: with a guy even if he wants to sleep with him,. and not sleep with him... *rolling my eyes* go figure! I knew Bryce would come back this weekend! Hope his trucks are getting all the attention they need. Cause He is going to have to rely on them to get head or sex! I had refused to give out then to him and still will not! Thank goodness Ty is more amature, oh wait, that cause he is older and knows what he wants. He is willing to wait to until I am ready! More and More I see why I am not attracted to men younger than me anymore! Thank You God!!!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| First I thought it was my ex who was still acting like a jack ass about who can and can't take care of my kids cause he has been known to be a bigot. But this time was actually my daughter thinking that she is better than anyone else or any color of anyone else. First of all I know do not know how she can even act like this since my best friend has helped taken care of her since we have been in Lucas Place until now when I needed someone there. Soi how am I supposed to deal with the oldest doing this crap... Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| about turning chocolate. Well I offend you, sorry about that...I feel that it should not matter who you are friends are and who you primary hang with either. To teach my kids that everyone is the same, and then say I can not be friends with anyone who is "chocolate' then would be lying to them. Especially when my best guyfriend inthe world of 2.5 years is "chocolate" and we will eventually date! I have a few other issues, not with him, Infact he is being the greatist guy in the wordl to help me out with all my issues and listening to everything as I am working through everything. He is been my other bestfriend for 2.5 years and knows everything too about me. Along with Miss Linda, who is now trying to be the older sister with Ty and advice. I listen to her, but know we will work through this together. I had a rape in the Mid 90's with a "Chocolate" guy following me home and thank goodness that he believed that I was on my mnestraul cycle but still made me kiss him, and made me do a hand job on him with him realeasing too, That cause me to get sick and when i came out of the bathroom he was gone...later on though kept calling cause the college left the numbers on the phone. This guy followed me home from the Subway at the mall I worked at on the bus until I finally reached my apartment. He paid security off with friends who work there. Why, in case you were wondering, he did this why, becuase "I flirted" with him while I was making sandwhich. SO now everyone knows that you can working and someone thinks that you are flirting and follow you bvack to your apartment across town to try to rape you! Now that this has been said, can you see why I have only been with 4 other people besides my ex hubby! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| What does everyone think for those of who are seasoned Black Cases, but have not made it too Yellow Cases Yet. This was an answer to a blog comment I made a few weeks baclk. Leave a comment here on whether you agree or not...if I get enough response then I will definitely make a poll out of this too!.... Enough response and I will make a poll! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
here in this auction, which in the previous entry I had another members item instead.
All gps from this item in this auction goes to angel army and rising stars!! Check out the other items to bid too!!! Have fun!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| that the darling is doing great!!! I have forgiven her mom for the most part. I had no choice.... ONce i picked tha darling up and held her in my arms, my heart just melted! She is not just a miracle that was saved! This sweetie is so healty and fusses very little. She reminded me of Samantha my oldest who will be 8 in 14 days. THe sweetie just curled up on me, while I was holding and rocking her for a an hour until Linda and i had to leave for me to get some running done. I also saw fat head( he is as tall as bubby with more meat on his bones) and mommie too! Mommie is only 13 or 14 months old, but as soon as she saw me she came right to me and held her arms up for me to hold her! hehe.... We bonded with 2 hours of "Row, Row , Row your boat" at the store waiting to go home. Plus when she comes here, with the girls and all, I have the coolest toys for her to play with too. And it's fun to play with my mouse since it the older optical ones. hehe... As oon as fat head saw me, we started to talk about all the lights in the house! He fascinated with lights at 2 almost 3 yearsold. Future electricitan I believe, and was telling me how daddy has a big truck too. He had so much to fill me in on as soon as I was there, that I had hard time keeping up with all the little words he was saying about his sisters, momma, daddy, trika, daisy, and tasha! But his favorite is his Cousin Anne( Linda) and how much he loves her and all! hehe.... I had so much fun seeing them! Fat head has to be my favorite still though, the little comic i know....hehe Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Bubby asked me why I did not turn chocolate? His asked because since I am addicted to chocolate, it had not turned me chocolate...hehehe.... My thought why he ask: Now Mind you my son is going 4 yearold, figuring out that everyone has different color skin. He also knows that we all have the same blood, same heart, and we just look different like our hair and eyes too. In his eyes, not one is different, you do not hate anyone no matter what they look like! Mind you my bestfriend is "Dark Chocolate" or as she describes herself as "Smooth Dark Chocolate!" We joke about how I am eating chocolate to be as dark as her. Linda has proudly said that I have the "soul" of a chocolate person. I take that as a compliment. Since I am the only "whitegirl" she has had as a Bestfriend! This was from conversation with a few friends about going to tanning beds! I was asked why I was not like most "white girls" who went to tanning beds. Amongst the ones who asked me were "white girls" too. I told them that I Did not like going to bed smelling like milk of magnesium to get the burn out of the tan (which really does work). So instead I eat chocolate to get tan too. Chocolate is alot better for you, cheaper, and yummy too!!! We all started to laugh. Still has not worked yet! Apparently Bubby noticed it too! hehe... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I read about a female who literally "cooked" herself for her wedding day pictures to ahve that "perfect tan" They could figure out what the smell was coming from around her. Well needlees to say this female literally went to the tanning beds 2-3 times a day up until her wedding day. She knew others with their own tanning beds too. So the day after her wedding, she died! Yeah that is a wedding dream of mine! For those of you who really want to be "really Dark" they have this safer way of doing it called "SELF TANNING"!! Or if you want the longterm approach, "Dark Chocolate will help your heart too!!!" But it will not get you any darker! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| "Blunt smoke it or not" Well I have your attention....except I am not talking about a "Blunt"... So how do you take it when someone is striaght up "blunt" to you about what they want! Especially if this person does not seem like one who would be... Why I ask: Ty and I have been really good friends for over 2 years now. I can tell him everything. Well with the slow progression we have taken to this point, he finally came out and said where he wants to be at! Cool and all! What would your Reaction be if someone who does not seem like the person to be "Blunt " with you after two years comes out and tells you: I want to "have Sex with You?" Especically when it throws you off guard! Mind you he has not once tried to put or done anything more than just talking with you! I of course turned him down, doing this on purpose to let him know that I do not just go and sleep with the person cause they ask! So I thought well since I said "No" he would atleast try to do something slower, Hug or Kiss or both... Nope , Nada, nothing...SO I am like ok...In fact, he was really cool with it all...so he know that I don't go a sleep with everyone who asks! By the way, He was really cool about me turning him down. Most guys would have taken it bad to the ego about that. But Ty, was awesome about it. Apparently I shocked him with being "BLUNT" too by coming out in a txt message and asking him: " how come he did not just ask to kiss or hug me," Hell I would have been fine with anything other than sleeping with him at that time. He called me and told me I surprised him with that... So how "BLUNT" should anyone have to be to get their point across.... By the way, I am sure there will be more to this as weeks progress.... Hope I shocked some...by the way, I have only been with 5 people, my first bf, my, two were friends with benfits, and well one other.... When it come guys, wanting to cross over the friends line...I have to be "told" that they want to be, by others or that person...have always had lots of guy friends Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| In the next entry will be a little bit of what went on! I will leave it at! Just to let everyone know. I am not like that to sleep with whomever, whenever! I had to spice some of it up for my Leader entry!!! I am sure that you can tell that when you read it!!! I sure hope you could...The parts about us being blunt and surprizing each other was true! I did say No, about it. He did come back over as friends still and will continue! TY and I have talked and chilled every weekend off and on since April of 2005! After November 5th tornado he really did not do much since he was right by that whole area and lost many friends because of the traumatic experience. Since the following March we have been best friends and talking almost everyweekend since then if he had not to work. Or he thought I was seeing someone, which he knew there was 2 that I was for a little bit. Since he knew, he went back into the background, for that time, even though I needed him to be there for me with those two person, but you know guy friends are like that... After this weekend, I am not sure how this is going to stay since we have somewhat surprised each other, and have kind of step over the friends only lines, and honestly I am really scared about it...I know that we are going to be friends for a long time! It is hard to discuss this with Linda cause she wants me and Ty to "Hook up" since she figured who he was, and that he had been coming over and talking with me for so long...Note Never leave your Bestfriend out of the loop!! I got a talking from Linda about it!!! hehe.... THougth it was obivous that we were friends since he was showing up all the time and we were talking all the time outside. Except I would not believe her about how he felt about me!! Now i Do!!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| for of my WDC friends and family here!!! You made my Birthday an unforgettable year! I know that someway I am going to put all my burthday wishes together so that everyone can see what they are!!!! I am still figuring out what to do on that part yet!!! (((((((WDC Friends and Family)))))) Ok, I am off to bed now! I just wanted to make sure that I put this in here for everyone to see!!!! I will never forget how special this was! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Here is one group for you who are now a 12months and over on WDC!!
Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| by going to one of my great friends auction she is holding right now!!! I also have 2 other donations to going on that are being bidded on... Poor #10 the 100 Raffle tickets have not been Bidded on, and it is ashame too since all the gps will go to from this auction bid goes to winners choice of Angel Army, WDC Rising Stars, RAOK, or any other Upgrade they want to have this donated in their name! So come and bid on this and see how much you can raise for charities and Need an UPgrade where half the bid goes too!!!
Have Fun bidding!!!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Judging is going on for round on of the contest, and Round 1 winner has already been announce for the Raffle!!!! New changes on the Raffle is that the gps now go to an Upgrade group instead on one upgrade! All the rest is the same! So come and support Round 2 of the Raffle!!! 20 tickets already bought!!! Lets go for 500 tickets this time!! Thanks to one doanation I was able to round the ticket gps to 500! 426 tickets sold in Round one!!!!! I am so happy!!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| THankyou you everyone for all the birthday wishes!!!!!! I love all the cnotes and wishes!! I am going to some how add them into my joournal or my port so that I have them all!! Have not decided how to do that!! BIanca has Falco in her arms now!!!! Yeah!! I can finally tell she was having a boy!!! SHe has her babywish forum and Her upgrade so she can spend as much time with her baby and family all she wants!!!!! We can still benfit from her poetry forms too!!! Today is also National Goof Off Day!!! Awesome Holiday to have for your Bday!!!! Well I am having an awesome bday, well except for the little one wineing cause he can not have his bday today, and so now I can not have mine! Gotta love almost 4 yearolds!! The famous last words of "ITS NOT FAIR" that they get and I can't!! f I have my one of my cnote collections added to my port to support Angel Army and Rising Stars, along with my contest and raffles too! Arien is basic   gave them to me!! She had to leave for a bit becuase real life has alot of challenges going on! I have loved these since I had reviewed them all for her! I am so happy I was able to get these. She did an awesome job on them!Hope Everyone is having a great day!!! I am going to have a great week after 1:30pm tomorrow! The little one will be with his sisters at his grndmas for a week!!!!! Yeah!!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| I have no idea how I made my journal into a "Managed" by this I mean I have to go back and put it in order every time I add a new entry in it! I now have them all messed upi somehow and can not get it back at all!! uuuggggggghhhhhh!!!!! So if anyone has an idea how to do this let me know!!! Other wise I am going to have to save it and delete the whole book! I will have to start it all over and loose the comments in this!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
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Veronica dear you have alot of drive dear to be even crawling out of bed to redo anything, Sorry I can't get you any advice, I have never made anything like that. HUGS! Ann.
But yes, I walk around naked most days - even the day I forgot that Duck had taken down the blinds to replace them and the new blinds didn't fit... over the big picture window that faces the neighbor's house. I love having my own house for that very reason - I don't have to worry about it. *shrugs* I just hope pictures don't end up on the internet! 
Navigating in the dark can be quite dangerous!