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| I am excited how well both of these have turned out for the first round!!! I love especially for all the support for both from everyone who has helped make these possible! Jess   will be helping me on this for Round two of both! I will be giving her something special for all the help she has done for Bianca's gift, the Contest and the Raffle! She of course will not know about it unless she reads my journal here...hehe... so no one tell! sssshhhhhhh! I know with the donation from GabriellaR45 of 20k for the raffle we have enough ticket wise for over 700 tickets. I think that half will go for the next round of the contest too. I have not decided for sure on that. I have the prizes for this round! I think that gps will go towards the raffle instead! I am so happy that both Angel Army, WDC Rising Stars, are going to get benefit and still have to choose who the upgrade will be for! It originally for Bianca, but with all the help from her friends and members here on WDC, she will not have to worry for an upgrade for a year!!! I will be the one that Solely responsible with picking who the upgrade goes too. I have a few options with who it will be! Will be a tough decision! 31 is my age for anyone who wants to know how old I will be! March 22nd will be the day I step out of a decade year!!! CIAO everyone! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| So lets all take a Poll! Leave a comment on here if you think that b_boonstra if you think she is having a little boy or a little girl! When she checks in after the little one has appeared we can see what she has have!! I am guessing a little boy. which I have no idea either, but she has not had any morning sickness and the little one is a mover!!!! So what do you think? Bianca, I hope that you enjoy your presents when you get home from everyone who wants you to have a special time with the little one, and not have to worry about your upgrade!!! This way we can learn from your poetry forms book, and await for those wonderful pictures soon to come!!!!!! hugs and loves, Veronica Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Bianca I hope that you love your Special Present that I haVe been keeping from you since January!!!!!!! I hope that your Precious Gift gives you no problems and will be here soon for us to see pictures of the little rascal!!!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Well as of this morning Linda's baby cousin has not rejected the blood and is actually doing better than ever. Jennifer the mother is trying to make Linda feel bad. Linda has not seen the other little one that she was taking care since last saturday. I am really pissed about that since mommie will not talk to anyone else and loves her cousin Linda. Jennifer tried to get her to say :baby" to make Linda feel bad. Mommie is 12-13 months old. She is smart little one, and can tell that something is wrong. Mommie would not say that to her cousin Linda at all! Jennifer would not let Linda talk to her either. Well you know it is bad when your own kids go to only daddy!!! Jennifer needs to get her head out of her ass see what is really going on! I stil think after the youngest baby is out of the hospital CPS will be there to take the kids away! Jennifer does not deserve to be a mom!!! Let alone in a relationship all about her! YOu can not have kids and have it all about you! That does not work that way! Well I am off to lay down for a little bit. I had to go get a an eviction writ of attachment taking care of so the slum loard would not get any money yet from me! THat is a whole another story there!!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| This is schedule today sometime. I need to have her in everyone thoughts so that the blood is not rejected! I have been praying since Late saturday night when they said that she has to have one!!! I will update more on this as I hear more! Yes I still have the same feelings towards Jennifer and the father, but right it is all is out of their control on whether the blood is rejected or not! I find out that something happened, and Linda is blamed for any of this, I need to make sure I am going to be able to be bailed out of jail. No one is going to blame anyone for this but the parents for pawning the baby who should not have been out of the house to begin with! They are the ones who said they would be right over, otherwise 911 would have been there at the house right then and on it is way to the hospital! LInda has worked for a daycare for over 2 years with the kids no younger than 6weeks and no older than 5 yearsolder. She is the one I have watch my kids when needed! Trust me, if her boss had not trusted her to be with those kids, she wouldn't have had it happened! I know that Linda has 2 more classes to be certified to have her own daycare at home. along with all her kids first aide certified too! Infact, her youngest who is 14 is the only one of the kids I allow to stay with mine when Linda can't. At 14, she is maturing then her 17 yearold sister, has to do iwth the fact she has not begun the "teenager girlie stage" yet like her sisters! hehe. I do thrust her other two to watch my kids if the 14 yearold can't. All of her family is my family too, we have been through so much together, that I could not see my bestfriend not in my life!!!! I want to thank everyone for all the comments toward all of these entries! I thank you for all the wonderful thoughts too! I really had to deal with this in a way not to set my Borderline Personality Disorder off to where I would have to go and punch holes all over my walls, dent my doors, and break my my wooden cabinets! I could have done all of this! SO THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME RANT ON HERE!! I entered some of the entries in the Angry Rant Contest~ So who knows maybe this pay off for my anger. I will label if I may offend anyone with the cussing in the entries. This way you will know if it is going to be more than you want to read it! I do not want to offend anyone at all! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| I just found out that a little while ago the Idot parents have now caused their premie daughter to have now have a Blood transfusion, becuase they took an hour to get to my bestfriends fucking house to take the baby who was dead to the hospital to get revived to live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am not a perfect mother by anychance! I have even put it in here that I am not at all, even think I am not. I have made so many mistakes that I can not count on my fingers, toes, and keyboard keys, and function keys and so forth! I am sure you get the picture! BUT I WOULD NEVER LET MY CHILDREN AT ANY AGE BE PURPLE AT ALL AND NOT TAKE THEM TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BESTFRIEND HAS TAKEN ALL THE SHIT FOR THIS FROM THE PARENTS OF THIS LITTLE GIRL! Thank god, there are so many family members that want this little one here and prayed for her to still be here! I am glad that the family has had some peace settled to concentrate on this little girl. I still do not anyone respecting the little girls mom anymore! This mother has messed up what family that considers her a family member! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| What the fuck! I mean if you are mom you know that your baby is not to be turning fucking Purple!!!!!! ESPECIALLY when the baby is a PREMIE BABIE!!!!! I have seen how this mom takes her kids and pawns them off on my bestfriend! This is so they can go out drinking and partying all night!!!! FUCk that shit!!! I still cannot believe they took a FUCKING hour to get to the damn house, and that baby to be dead in the fathers arms, then they rush her to the hospital to find out if they would have came in later the baby would have been DEAD with not reviing to get bring her back!!!!!!! This mom is a fucking duche bag! You do not take a baby that was premature out in the fucking 30 degree cold aire and then pawn her off for 3 days to the cousin!!! I really wish I was there to go off on the damn bitch for stressing my best friend out who would never hurt a child in her life!!!!!!!! I know one thing, the fucking bitch was lucky she was not at my fucking house trying to Linda, cause that duche bage would have had me all over her and she may not have been alive. My bestfriend would have been trying to pull me off her! I would have been fighting Linda off of me too! Linda has seen me in someone face, I have rage that goes through me when it comes to moms not taking care of their kids! I have to say that Linda is as close to perfect as you can get to a mom. and then to know that her cousins as close to "White Trash and Ghetto" as you can get. Glad to get this out! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| I went through alot with my bestfriend, who is 37, last night. Her 14 yearold daughter called her into the front room because their 2monthold preemie cousin turned purple and litterally died at their house and was revived at the hospital. My bestfriend called the mother and the mother had said the baby did that all the time. THey took an hour to get their before they took the baby to the hospital! So it was really stressful last night. But if she did not come here, I would have been upset. Her family stuck up for her! She is a 37 yearold woman who has been taking care of babies since she was 9 yearsold and had not ever taken care of a premie, but knoew to have her in a thick sleeper and rapped up in blankets. When they were the mom and dad put her in a thin sleeper and no blankets and she was in hypothermia. If the parents would have waited any longer than she would have died. Right now since I am still to upset at the babie's fucking mom, I can not go any further than this in here. I appologize for anyone offended by the "f" ford, but when you go and talk about my bestfriend and telling everyone it was her fault that the baby died, then you better be able to explain why it took the mom a fucking hour to get there and tell my bestfriend that she turns purple all the time! I want to call CPS on her ass but I promised I would not. I am going to keep my promise!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| I am so happy that the raffle is going better than what I thought it would be!!!! If this cotinues going this well. Another round will continue this with having the two charities, and then help out another Upgrade or another chearity for upgrades!!!! I am hoping for 500 Tickets sold!!!
100 GPS per Ticket Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| friday the 1st! My bestfriend and I always go grocery shopping as usual! Well we are going through and doing what we need and all!, then she decideds she is going to go get a bottle of wine! Mind you she has never done this with me grocery shopping since I am a recovering alcoholic! Infact, she has been so proud of herself from not drinking for months now. How the smell makes her sick. She even told me how sweet Arbor Mist was and so forth. She calls it her Kool-aid, and so I made the comment that it is with alcohol! I really did not know how to react to this, I mean i was pissed, scared, sick to my stomach! Worst of all I forgot to take my meds before I left. I was in the mood that I can't control what I Do or what I say to others. Right then I wanted to go the the wall and just punch the hell out the wall there! I pulled out my hand grips and just worked with them for about 5 minutes so I was calmed down. I did control the pissy comments I was trying to say how she was a liar, the so call "demons" are taking over her (her words to me if I take a drink), she has made me want to drink so bad. I mean I had so much anger that was going through me as I thought more about what she did. My hand grips diid not work! The only thing that kept me from getting upset was my kids, Brie and Bubby were there with me. I just do not know if I can be friends with her as she is doing this, knowing that I am trying so hard to keep sober. She has been there for me almost 3 years now. I feel like I am being lied too! What do you think? Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Will be ending. I have Item #13! I hope that everyone still helps with bidding on my bid! The gps go toward Angel Army!! JUst as my raffle is going towards too!!! I sure hope that it gets more bids!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| because I Did not think that my idea would not work for the raffle!! I really have nothing to worry about! I have sold 110 tickets!!! I Think I do not have anything to worry about!!! I am just happy that everyone is looking these two! Well I am off to update and then go to bed!! Hope everyone has a good night!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
Benefits: Angel Army, Rising Stars, An Upgrade to my choice, the winner, and everyone else that has helped with the contest and the raffle! I will not be benefiting from either of these two activities that I am hosting!
Tickets are 100gps each!!! |
I am so excited for her! So everyone who wants to enter a entry come and look around! Bianca will be also recieving a special gift at the end of the contst!! DO not forget to bid on #13 at the Support Your Fellow Authors Auction!!! 20% goes to Angel Army!!
I am also working on a raffle too! The raffle was going to be guess the due date, but I seem to be making it alot harder than what it needed to be! I wish my mind could be one of those who can be simple! Will never happen! Oh welL, and this time I hope that I Do pass that on to my 3 darling, when they want to be, precious gifts!!! |
| Yes that is right! I am donating to bid on: 10k Awardicon, 2 MB for you and friend, 10 reviews (poetry, short story, or both!) maybe gifted to anyone! 20% goes to Angel Army! 20% goes to a special project I am working on too Yes I know it is a duplicate! Come on it is for RAOK and Angel Army! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| TY, I am glad to hear that other mothers have went through with this too. I wish that I would be able to drink a drink here and there, but I know that I will not be able to. Binge Drinking, in my eyes is the hardest form of Alcoholism to have since you only do it in spirts! I know that I would drink from Fridays until Sunday or Monday depending when I had to go back to my classes or work! Then I would sleep like 4 hours and still be drunk when I went to class. I was never drunk when I went to work though. I would always take a taper recorder to class and would record the lecture and sleep off and on in class. Now I am glad that I had quit, like you, my kids and my health are number1! My family does not need their mom to die from being stupid! Sad part is that I had alcohol poisoning a few times but never went to the dr about it! Infact, that Super Bowl night, I should have gone to the hospital! I refused to because I knew that I would not pass out completely! *Note* *I am not codoning anything to do with drinking and underage children! I am for sobriety and NO DRINKING AT ALL!* Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Since the end of September, I have not had the motivation to write anything new for the most part! I would love also see if anyone know any members who make blinkie sigs and headers for your port folders! I am in need of some Butterflies!! I can give you the different type of themes need for the folders! Minus the St. Nick poem, that was part of a contest for a gift exchange. I have tried to get myself motivated. I do have one story that I have been working on, but I need to see if the person will loan me picture to get more inspiration of the event for the imagery and setting of the story. Can we say, Impossible for that! I can't get my mind to describe what I think it would have looked like! I would love to hear from anyone with any great ideas to get out of the writing slump! Please comment on any ideas to get out of the writing slump!! I really need to get Ideas flowing!!! Well I am off to get some much needed house work done! Please leave any ideas or comments! I would appreciate it! Also if you have any ideas on how to revamp this Journal with a Butterfly header too I would appreciate it!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams A.K.A. Lucasmom2000 A.K.A. Creative_Writer3 ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| Today was my 2nd year sober on Superbowl sundsy! Tomorrow is my 3rd year Sober since I made my decision! 3 years ago I went to a SuperBowl party while my kids were at their grandma's house! I started my first drink off at 2pm with Granddad 100 proof whiskey to warm myself up! I realized that I was out of my clonozapens, knowing that I was going to have to so gone on anything that was going to make me pass out until the next day to call the doc to get more. Well that 2pm drink did not really do anything to me. Then I started with tequila shots, vodka shots, then vodka with orange juice (3/4 Vodka, 1/4 juice), Margaritas that (1/2 tequila and 1/2 mix) then on to whiskey shots, and since I was the one that was server, I would get the drinls and then of course had to taste them as I made them and would have to make another for them again. I also had shots of jagermiester. gold shlawager, and anything else I could myself a hold of. Then I was dared to take shots of granfdad again, and of course I took my dare! Finally about 4 am I fell asleep. Yes I Did wake up from it. No hang over and was still drunk the next day. So I had to call their grandma and let her know that I could not take the kids back yet because I was still drunk! I had someone take me to get my clonazapins filled. Took 2 of them like I was supposed to and went to sleep to sleep off the alcohol. When I woke back that evening, I decided then I was not going to drink anymore! I had to think about my kids and what I had I just did, and should not have been alive right then! I know that God wanted me to be alive still, and wanted me to realize what I Did. God has helped me though this long road to sobriety with out having to go any meetings! Today was my second year watching the Super Bowl and not drinking at all! OF course the Beer commercials were making my mouth water, and I could taste the beer! I drank my pepsi's when I got that urge! 2morrow will be my 3 year sobriety all together! I am so proud of myself! I know that there are others out there who have become clean and sober too! So Happy Bday for them too!!! |
| with my feelings towards someone... So I have decided that it is time to get my head back my sholders and start remembering why i came to WDC...to write and that is what I need to be doing...not going head over heels for someone that I have been talking to on here for the last 2 weeks... I am going to start tonight and get as many reveiws done to get to 700 by the end of the month but definitely have to have them done by my 1 year bithday at WDC in 3 weeks!!! I am so excited...to me this is a big deal, this is what made me realize that I am good at something...need a lot polishing to get to be the best...but I am here and I am not going to let anything get in my way...or Anyone... I am going to fix up my one shortstory and get going on the next one...so that I can get my act together and maybe write a book...It is hard for me to write this book...but I need to face my fears and deal with the past...even though I do not want too..that is the only way I am going to move to the future... I want my kids to be able to know what I went through to be here today so that they have a momma...I think even now they need to realize that that it is hard for momma to make ends meet...but she tries her damnest to do it...every month here on out...is going to be a better one than that last...I hope that some day I will be able to write a memroir so that my kids will know exactly what is going on no matter what... |
| 08/22/06 7:52pm I think that is what I am going to set my goal too...100 reviews a month...and then I am going to try to add 5 items a month to my portfolio and enter atleast 1 contest a month... |
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Veronica dear you have alot of drive dear to be even crawling out of bed to redo anything, Sorry I can't get you any advice, I have never made anything like that. HUGS! Ann.
But yes, I walk around naked most days - even the day I forgot that Duck had taken down the blinds to replace them and the new blinds didn't fit... over the big picture window that faces the neighbor's house. I love having my own house for that very reason - I don't have to worry about it. *shrugs* I just hope pictures don't end up on the internet! 
Navigating in the dark can be quite dangerous!