View from the Mousehole

lack of motivation

Laid around all morning. Just couldn't get motivated.

Jacob (therapist) called me to make sure I knew I had an appointment with Amy (psychiatrist) on Thursday. I'm glad because I told him about wire wrapping group starting tomorrow and he didn't have it as part of my care plan yet. I would have gotten there and not been able to participate without that. Now everything is copasetic.

Steve and I were texting again this morning. I am trying to not give in to that gooey mushy feeling I get when I talk to him. I did tell Jacob that I was up and happy from running into an old friend and we were making plans to spend time together.... I said we need to get together this week and Steve said we could and spend some time at my place on Saturday.... my weekends are definitely not busy so that works fine for me.....

Got my hair done in pigtails. I look kinda cute. I'll look better when I put myself together and maybe put some makeup on. Then I'll take a picture for Steve.....

Didn't really do anything else today. Did write part of a story but it fizzled out after a few pages. Read some of my SKOW book.

Just don't feel good now. may write more later.