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Rated: 13+ · Book · Personal · #1311011
A terminal for all blogs coming in or going out. A view into my life.
Started July 1st 2019 for contests, etc. as other blogs are filling up and have other purposes.

Ferry boat between Solvorn and Ornes across the Lustrafjord i Sogn og Fjordane.




I'm starting a new blog because
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L'aura del Campo  (13+)
Online journal capturing the moment and the memory of moments. A meadow meditation.
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had over 1,200 entries and that was getting close to full. I don't want to trim it by deletion. I did that once, much to my dismay. Will be used more for poetry.

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Hoarfrosts from Hell  (GC)
Anything I'm not happy about or that I don't want in my main blog!
#997339 by Kåre Enga in Montana
is still hidden from the public and will remain so. It's more personal and full of angst. Was used for 30DBC for May 2020 and now used for Blogville.

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Enga mellom fjella  (13+)
Enga mellom fjella: where from across the meadow, poems sing from mountains and molehills.
#1317094 by Kåre Enga in Montana
was full... until the number of entries was increased. A mixed blog, mostly stories.

I'll be linking to
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On The Write Path  (13+)
ON THE WRITE PATH: travel journal for Around-the-World in 2015, 16, 18.
#2032403 by Kåre Enga in Montana
as I need to post there about my travels.

 
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O Pinions!  (XGC)
May my opinions gather wind under their wings and fly, perchance to soar.
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is for my opinions. *Laugh*

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Nurture your Nature  (13+)
Look around. Let Nature nurture your Soul. I record images I sense and share them here.
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was set up for nature observations and musings.

 
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Watt's Gnus  (18+)
On topics and today's gnus. Definitely opinionated. Set to 18+ for a reason.
#1439092 by Kåre Enga in Montana
come out of a need to share interesting stuff I come across. When I was young I did a small newsletter named as such. (or was it column in the newsletter? Been 30 years... I think.)

 
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Flash Fiction  (GC)
Short 300 word, more or less, "stories" .
#2190336 by Kåre Enga in Montana
is where I put my flash fictions. Maybe someday I'll figure it out and have enough good ones to publish. Ratings vary and some are hidden from view.

I've started an appendix (I no longer have one personally) to keep track of my Space Cadet journals for Space Blog. It's a work constantly under construction. Mind the mess.
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Space Cadet - the never ending journal  (18+)
Journeys of an Alien Space crew.
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I needed to start a folder for contests as there are so many deadlines and details to remember.
 
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Conquest ... to keep track of contests  (18+)
A place to keep track of in progress works and up-coming deadlines as well as any awards.
#2233119 by Kåre Enga in Montana
(also very messy!) *Shock2*

 
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Blogville   (XGC)
Where bloggers meet and greet to read and share. No required prompt. Alias: blogville.
#2253938 by Kåre Enga in Montana
is for posting personal blog entries in hope that folks will comment and post their blog entries there as well. I will be commenting on all blog entries posted. It's my effort to rebuild a blogging community.

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Bibimbap 비빔밥   (13+)
Left-overs piled on hot rice and mixed.
#2296648 by Kåre Enga in Montana
an E blog focusing on food and culture. Easily digestible for the Queasy and Questioning.

May 12, 2021 at 2:50am
May 12, 2021 at 2:50am
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45 degrees at 12:45 am.

I went looking through things... found the photo of my uncle's wedding circa 1948. I think it's the only photo I have of my father.

47 degrees at 9:30 am.

I didn't sleep well. Bit of a bad dream but not nightmarish. I'm now sitting vertical with a coffee. But... I seldom feel energetic. At least I went through some boxes and piles yesterday evening and if I continue today I will have made some progress. So... sit and catch up here, visit friends and do grocery shopping. It will be pleasant outside all day, warming but not hot.

Comments left at:

92. sgcardin
93. joycag
94. heartburn
95. judithd
96. miget_mushroom
97. tigger
98. pandapaws214
99. queenkissy

To Stephanie: "I'm watching a lot of Thai TV series now and rom/coms can fall into the trap of cliche. I should write up something and send you a link or copy as one show specifically points out the pitfalls of the industry (think studio Hollywood circa 1949).

It's easy to rewrite your own stories or the stories of others rather than actually be creative. There are no two genres that can't be melded. Romance happens throughout history under the most unlikely of circumstances."

To Joy: "I'll be contrary... *Laugh*. I don't think that peace follows the eradication of a particular disease or cessation of a particular war. Disease happens. War happens. Natural disasters happen.

Peace is found when we understand that these exterior events need not determine how we love and respect others. And it's more than merely 'respecting' beliefs, ideas and opinions but actively loving the person who holds them. And 'respect' becomes merely another word without action when it isn't supported by understanding and understanding isn't merely textbook knowledge but how the beliefs, opinions and ideas mold the choices that person makes. And... realizing that if someone else is trying to make those choices for them there is no lasting peace."

66 bright degrees at 2:25.

So after visiting friends (one gave me applesauce) I went to the store to buy brown sugar... and whatever. I think I'll make either burgers or meatloaf with the ground pork and apple sauce. I'll add sweet spices. My Swedish roots will be cheering. The other roots will just have to shut up.

Lilacs beginning to bloom. Picked one lily-of-the-valley. Locust and oak are budding; it's already very spring green. Saw bees while sniffing apple blossoms.

I eat and I get drowsy. Not a great pattern as I will need to energy later if I don't have it now. Eating mashed potatoes and drinking coffee with chocolate.

In response to tigger:

"I have rarely felt I belonged. I felt good about moving to Missoula when I did. I made friends and had a social life in a cafe culture town. The place has changed. Folks move in; people I knew died or moved away. And it's not just a matter of new people. I meet new people when I travel... all the time. It's less cafe culture and even less friendly then it once was. There's an uncaring need here to replace poor people with upscale culture. I don't fit in as well and 2020 was horrible as everything shut down. For me it may be time to move on. Where is the question.

I've changed too over the last 12 years and my needs have changed. Back to the Midwest, some place where uber-rich people won't gobble up the property and up the rent? Is Iowa even possible? Plus... can I find a place where I don't need a car and can still travel?

And would a mere change make me happy if I'm not already?

When I lived in Kansas in the 70s I belonged there. When I returned 30 years later I didn't. Around the world there are many places I love to visit, but live there is a different question. I need some peace and quiet but I need people.

If I could spend a month in each place and then choose? Dubuque Iowa (but I've never been there). Goteborg, Sweden (felt right there). Torino, Italy (very liveable and walkable and connected). Porto, Portugal (nice vibe). Trondheim, Norway (but may be too expensive).

Happiness is found within oneself, but I respond to beauty, a lack of drama, and most of all... simple kindness."

67 degrees at the vesper hour *Clouds*.

I still feel "limp".

One thing I read today about holding on to people makes me realize that so many of my relationships are one-sided. When I travel I'll probably be on social-media less intensely and certainly won't have the time to spend (or waste) at WDC. I don't feel valued here so why should I bother hanging around?

5/11 QOTD response re thunderstorms: "I love the drama in the skies. It's beautiful, invigorating, and natural. We have lovely rainbows and sunsets in Missoula but little exciting weather otherwise. I miss the Plains!

Plus, imho, people are more humble in places where the weather can kill you."

Dark skies = no sunset tonight.

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