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Rated: 18+ · Book · Arts · #2206688
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Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot.
January 20, 2020 at 6:02am
January 20, 2020 at 6:02am
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Here I am, thank God and Jesus Mine, and having a cup of coffee, and not exactly hungry to eat anything. Choices include: oatmeal, bacon and eggs, hard boiled eggs, deli sandwich, or a great big milk shake!!!! Will have the latter. In a minute. Maybe now. Am now having the milkshake. Used almond milk and RELIV NOW. I'm a distributor for RELIV.

I've started a sewing business. I hope to attract frugal-minded people who wish to pay for me to sew them clothes, mostly scrubs.

I'll be back.

I went to Pinterest and saw pictures of Colin. He looked very handsome, and then I thought he would be a difficult person to live with because he's so handsome, and I'd be somewhat feeling unable to handle his attractiveness. If he and I were out in public I'd be worried about all the women who would be trying to attract him away from me, or if he were too nice to someone I'd start being jealous. I do not know why I am feeling as though it might be difficult living or seeing him even. I think something in me is not quite right. I've not felt this way until now. I think Sally has something to do with this, or her alter ego, Katie.

They are the ones, Mary, Colin here. I do not want You to feel sad about me being handsome. I'm not as good as I used to be. I'm no good anymore. They'll be disappointed to see me now. Colin.

I do still love You, Colin. I am grateful that You have kept me safe all my life. I want Us to be always together and someone is saying that's going to be boring to You after a while. I want to go out of this world where I live in. It's nice to have something to do, but these people will not be happy to hear that I've gotten a few more things to work on and they'll make You sad because they'll blame You for it.

They'll blame Jesus too for it.

I hope that there will be a day when You will get out of this world.


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