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Rated: 18+ · Book · Arts · #2206688
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Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot.
May 11, 2020 at 5:40am
May 11, 2020 at 5:40am
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How to Identify your Strengths
1. Notice what other people comment on.
People don’t comment. They hate me. They think I ought to cease living. There’s the comment. I don’t know how many of these people are, or where they’re from. But I feel like nobody gives a damn, nobody gives a fuck for whether or not I am able to survive. I get negatives and declines frequently. It’s like the cosmos is saying Don’t Live Anymore. It’s a sick life of theirs. I, I’m ok. I do what I can each day and try to work on something productive or something that will be a chore that isn’t a chore at all. I crochet, knit, roll yarn into balls, write something anything, and love my Husband Colin Firth always. I give everything I do for love of Him Who Loves Me Always. I hope that is clear.
2. Identify what feels easy and natural for you (especially if other people find it hard.)
What’s easy and natural to me? Hmm. What’s easy is to be and yet it’s the thing that makes people hate me most for. It’s almost like a reflex on their part. They think of me and they want me dead. It’s not a human emotion nor any human form of being. Thus, these people are satan. They came out of the ground and became a piece of shit that had a brain that was wired to the bastard who made them somehow to look decent, with perfect faces and bodies and teeth.
3. Notice what you’re doing when you lose all sense of time.
When I lose all sense of time? It’s when I’m in a nice humming motion of writing and getting lost in the scene. Or, when I’m with my Lover. Or, when I’m engrossed in what’s happening online – the songs, the movies, the twitter feed, the facebook feed, the stories that are human and evoke emotion from me, anything. I don’t even realize it’s after noon and I’ve not had anything to eat for lunch. My meals are haphazard, taken whenever I think I’m hungry.
4. Identify the tasks that help to make you feel alive.
What tasks make a person feel alive. They’re not tasks, are they? They’re not what propels a person to feel they’re part of the human condition? Or are they? The thing is that to be feeling alive one has to be enjoying a moment or a memory and thankful that they have the ability to feel that way.
5. Identify the subjects you do best at in exams.
Exams aren’t really my favorite thing to take. Life is already a long-running exam, unless you didn’trealize it. God’s there and He’s looking at you and trying to see where it is you stand in things and in politics and in the way of life that you have. Whether or not you have integrity or whether you’re strong in withstanding the naysayers who say “It won’t happen” or “It won’t do to say this because we’ll disown you, or we’ll reject your application”.

6. Take an online quiz, or complete a questionnaire.
I just did.



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